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Naked, Maggie stood in front of the floor length mirror in her bedroom. "Fifteen years," she said to herself. "Fifteen years ago today I graduated from high school. The class of 1969."She looked critically at herself. She was still slender and was more attractive than she had been in high school with character lines making an ordinary face interesting. Her breasts were small. Her nipples were no longer rosy red tips but were now brownish and wrinkled, the consequence of having given birth to two children. The stretch marks on her abdomen were another aftermath of childbirth. Still, her breasts stood firmly, pointing straight back at her from the reflection in the mirror.She pinched the skin around her middle. "Hmm. Maybe an inch." The triangular bush in her pubic area was small and neat.She turned around to look at her buttocks. "Firm. No sag there."Her legs were her best feature, long and well-formed. With a little toning, she would look good in a short skirt -- except that she never wore short skirts. She was a preacher's wife, the spouse of a small-town, bible-thumbing evangelical who preached hell-fire and damnation for sinners.Maggie had few sins on her conscience. "There was that boy in high school, but I didn't really have sex with him," she told herself. "It was an accident, and I made up it for in my service to God."Her life plan had always been to be the Christian helpmate of a preacher. She had dropped out of college at Oral Roberts University, a fundamentalist college,*after her sophomore year to marry Clyde, six years her elder. Clyde who had an offer to be the pastor of a church in Arapaho, Kansas, population 3,000. It had been an agonizing decision for her. She was an excellent student and loved her life as a quiet bookworm, but she yielded to God's will. Her husband-to-be needed a wife and she was perfect for the job. She quickly became a pillar of the respectable, religious community of Arapaho, praised for her piety, humility, and tireless work."I'll have plenty of time to rest when I get to heaven," she told people.She and Clyde had the perfect family: one boy, one girl, a dog named Spot, and a modest home on a quiet street. They were almost poor. Small town preachers don't make much money -- and preacher's wives, none. It was, everyone said, a marriage made in heaven. Why then were tears running down her cheeks as she stood there, looking at her body in the mirror?Maggie was not sexually deprived. Clyde had sex with her every night. It was always the same -- missionary style -- and she usually climaxed. She was a willing and enthusiastic receptacle of his emissions. During her periods she satisfied him with her mouth. When they were first married, he regarded oral sex as deviant and sinful but he had changed his mind and now he considered it an acceptable substitute for biblical-sanctioned vaginal sex -- although his mouth had never touched her clitoris. He had also changed his mind about birth control after their second child.She had two guilty pleasures during those 15 years. The first was reading smutty, sexy novels such as Peyton Place and Valley of the Dolls. She didn't take the risk of checking them out of the public library in Arapaho, but bought them on shopping trips to the larger town of Hickok. She kept the novels hidden from hubby and the children in a locked drawer of her sewing machine. She liked to sew and making and fixing things for the house stretched her budget. In the same drawer as the smutty novels she had a few dollar bills she had saved from her household budget. What her savings were for, she could not say.Her second guilty pleasure was Sue, her best friend from high school. Sue, bold and busty, had moved to Kansas City after high school, had married, divorced, and worked her way up to a well-paying job as office manager for a law firm. Maggie and Sue talked on the phone every few months and met each other for coffee or lunch whenever their paths crossed. Clyde didn't approve of Sue so Maggie didn't tell him that they were still in touch with each other.The day after her self-examination in the mirror, Maggie and Clyde journeyed to Kansas City, two hours away by automobile. Clyde needed a minor operation and he would stay in the hospital overnight. She waited by his bedside until he woke up groggy from the anesthesia at mid-morning and promptly went back to sleep. She telephoned Sue and they arranged to meet for lunch. Sue was the same as ever -- with a head of flaming red hair, and wearing a skirt that was short and tight and a blouse that was almost sheer. Sue had always been her opposite. Maggie dressed like a refugee from a Protestant nunnery - and an impoverished one at that."Why don't we go out for a drink tonight?" Sue asked as they finished their lunch. "It would do you good to have a little fun." Maggie had shared her vague feelings of discontent and boredom during lunch."Oh, I couldn't. I don't kaçak iddaa drink and --""You don't have to drink alcohol," Sue interrupted. "You can have a Coke -- or even a Virgin Mary. That's a Bloody Mary without the vodka. Come on! You need to escape for an evening.""Well," Maggie said with hesitation. "I'll have to be in the hospital this evening with Clyde, but if I can get away for an hour or two...maybe.""Just call me," Sue said. "I'll wait for your call."Maggie spent the early evening at the hospital with her husband, willing him to fall asleep which he soon did. She rushed to a pay telephone and called Sue. Sue picked her up at the hospital and they drove to their destination nearby -- a large well-lighted restaurant which advertised itself as an Irish pub. Just off the entrance to the restaurant was a bar. Even on a weeknight it was crowded with a collection of young men and women, many of them unattached. Maggie had never been in a real bar. Kansas permitted only beer to be sold by the drink, but they were in Kansas City, Missouri which had less stringent laws.Sue was wearing a low-cut dress that showed impressive cleavage. Maggie felt like Ms. Dowdy in her knee-length skirt and buttoned-up blouse. She loosed a button, then another. The hint of a white bra showed. They sat at a table and Sue ordered a gin and tonic and Maggie ordered a diet Coca Cola. She was both frightened and fascinated, especially as men came by the table to say hello, many of whom were acquainted with Sue."This is my hangout," said Sue. "One of my hangouts. I know a lot of these guys. If you catch my meaning." She winked. "Hello, Brad," she said to a younger man nearby. "Hi, Jerry.""Who's your beautiful friend?" asked Jerry. He approached the table, kissed Sue on the cheek, and turned his attention to Maggie.?"Her name is Margaret. Maggie, for short. My best friend." Sue motioned for the two men to sit down. They were both good looking and younger than the women, about twenty-five years old, Maggie guessed."Can I buy you a drink?" Jerry asked."I...uh...well, maybe. First, I need to make a telephone call." Maggie rushed away from the table, found a pay telephone near the door of the restaurant, and dialed the number of the hospital. Her husband, they said, was still asleep. She walked back to the table and said to Jerry. "Yes, I believe I'll have a drink.""What do you want?""You order for me." Maggie had no idea what she should order."Gin and tonics for me and the lady," Jerry said to a waitress.Maggie had never in her life tasted alcohol. Never. She took a tentative sip of the drink and frowned."Something wrong with the drink?" asked Jerry."Oh, no. It was just...something of a shock.""Maggie is a respectable married woman," said Sue to the men. "Not a pub crawler like me. Treat her nice or I'll get on your case.""Get on my what?" asked Jerry innocently. "Do you promise?""In your dreams," Sue laughed.Maggie sipped her drink slowly. It made her feel woozy but she participated in the conversation by saying a few words that made the others laugh.Sue and she took a trip to the bathroom and, in the way of women in water closets, Sue asked "What about Jerry? We have to break this up soon.""Oh, I like him" Maggie said. "But Ï couldn't...I just couldn't."Sue kissed her on the cheek and laughed again. "You are thinking about sex. I'm shocked!"Maggie realized with a start that she had been thinking about sex. Those thoughts were quickly repressed by fear of her husband -- fear of him more than her kindly god. When they returned to their table, she ordered another gin and tonic. She and Jerry sat side by side, their legs and thighs touching. She was having trouble holding up her head. It wobbled from side to side and her hair brushed against his cheek."Hey, guys," Sue said. "I have to work in the morning. Come on, Maggie. I'll take you to your hotel. If that's what you want...?"Maggie looked at Jerry as they stood up. He met her gaze. "I...uh...had a really good time, Thank you." She extended her hand to shake his.He took her hand and pulled her to him and kissed her on the cheek. "I also had a good time. Perhaps we could meet again?""I would like that.""Kiss good night, lovebirds," Sue prompted.Jerry and Maggie's lips met and lingered. It was like an shock running through her body. She pulled away from him in panic and ran for the door, pulling Sue with her.Sue helped her out of the car at the hotel. Her head was spinning. She hugged Sue and said, "Tell Jerry I'm sorry I ran away. I liked him. I'm just not used to being kissed. Nor drinking.""He liked you too," Sue answered.Maggie waved goodbye to Sue and stumbled into the hotel. She sobered up in the shower, utilizing her hand to meet her needs. Twice. She was happy.But for a coincidence, that night have been the beginning and the end of her flirtation with the wilder side of life.Maggie was active in state-wide women's religious kaçak bahis groups. She enjoyed her excursions to meetings, conferences, and seminars. To her surprise, she was offered a seat on the Board of Directors of a Christian charity in Kansas City. She realized that the strong-minded president of the charity had asked her to be on her Board to serve as a compliant cipher who would not make waves. Nevertheless, she accepted with alacrity -- subject, of course, to her husband's approval. The Board had quarterly meetings in Kansas City.Clyde and she prayed on the matter. He was perplexed at her show of wifely independence and accomplishment, but it was a prestigious charity and he might benefit from her association with it. He had dreams of one day escaping his little church to become a TV evangelist with a giant church. Maggie never dared to even hint that he had reached the pinnacle of his accomplishment as a small-town preacher.Her good fortune continued. At her very first Board meeting the position of treasurer was open for election. The President announced that not only would the treasurer be required to attend the quarterly Board meetings, but she would also have to stay a second day in Kansas City to audit the accounts. The charity would pay expenses for meals and a modest hotel for the overnight stay. Nobody else on the Board wanted the job, so it took only an oblique reference to her experience as treasurer of a missionary group in Arapaho to get Maggie's name in nomination. She was elected unanimously.Thus, three months after her first nocturnal adventure, Maggie came again to Kansas City overnight, and Sue and she planned an evening on the town. To her surprise, Sue told her Jerry was interested in seeing her again."I must not have been too much of a wet blanket!" Maggie said."Don't get serious about Jerry," Sue warned. He's as randy as a billy goat -- but he has a serious girl friend who lives in Chicago. They're probably going to get married.""Oh," her face fell. "Is it okay for me to go out with Jerry? I don't want to cause a problem.""If you're asking whether he'll take you to bed, yes, he will.'' answered Sue with a wink.:"I didn't mean that...I...uhh...""Well, just in case." Sue reached into her purse and pulled out two condoms and tossed them to Maggie. "Don't forget to use them -- if you need them. Sue paused a moment, then reached into her purse and pulled out another two. "Here, you might need these also. You were pretty hot back in high school, if I remember correctly.""I couldn't..." but Maggie put all four condoms in her purse."Fuck Jerry, if you can do it without feeling guilty.* It would do you some good after all these years with Slick the preacher." Sue called Clyde "Slick" because of his Elvis-like duck-tailed hair. "Just don't take it seriously. You're much too serious. Sex is supposed to be fun.""I don't think I can do it just like that." Maggie was excited -- but nervous. What if her husband called the hotel that night and she wasn't in her room? What excuse could she offer? She had to have a story prepared in case of need. Deceiving a spouse required forethought and planning. The only credible story she had was a half-truth: she had met her old friend Sue and had gone out to dinner with her. She didn't intend to do anything bad; she wanted only to avoid the appearance of evil. She just wanted to laugh with Sue and Brad and Jerry.She bought myself a new dress for the evening with the money she had hidden in the drawer of her sewing machine. It was a subdued red in color, sleeveless with a modestly low neck line and a high empire waist that emphasized what little there was of her breasts. It fell to just above her knees. For most women it would have been modest; for her it was racy. She gave her mousy brown hair a bit of a flip to soften her usual severe style and added red lipstick that matched her dress. She was ready.Jerry and Brad were waiting for Sue and Maggie in a bar only a couple of blocks from her hotel. Tall, young, handsome, solicitous Jerry leaped up out of his chair, put his hands on her shoulders, looked her over, nodded in approval, then pulled her closer for a hug and a kiss on the cheek."Welcome back, Maggie. I recommend the margaritas.""I'll have one," she answered. But she couldn't restrain an "Oh, my God" when the colorful, frozen concoction arrived. The margarita went down easily."Tapas?" Jerry asked."Certainly," said she, having no idea what tapas were.Jerry ordered asparagus dip, calamari, and little meatballs in a tangy sauce and they ate and drank in pleasure -- although Maggie was conspicuously quiet. She simply couldn't think of anything to say, although she said "Oh, yes" when Jerry asked her if she wanted another margarita. "They're delicious.""And deadly," said Sue who doubtless felt an obligation to warn her -- but Maggie was already digging into her second frozen delight with spoon illegal bahis and straw. Soon Jerry ordered her a third one. Amazingly, she found her voice and they all laughed uproariously when she told a story about being the wife of a preacher. Tears ran down her cheek while she laughed.Maggie never got to the bottom of that third margarita. The room was spinning around in her head and suddenly she felt faint and bile burned in her throat. "Oh, no," she said in anguish to Jerry. "I'm going to be sick.""I'll take you to the bathroom," Sue said."No," Maggie said in a sudden panic. "I have to go to my hotel room. My husband might call. I have to be there. I'm drunk," she added with a giggle, holding tightly to Jerry. "I have to be sober if he calls.""I'll walk you home," Jerry said. "The air will do you good.""I need air. I have to have air," She draped myself around Sue and gave her a sloppy kiss and then did the same to Brad -- right on his lips. "Great evening. A lot of fun. Great meatballs." She leaned on Jerry as he led her out of the bar.In the parking lot she vomited on the boxwood bushes. "Oh, my God," she retched. "It's all over my new dress. My only red dress! I love*this dress."Jerry wiped vomit off her face with his handkerchief and she leaned against a lamppost while he wiped off the front of her dress, his hands running across her breasts. "Big old things," she said, laughing hysterically at her humor."I like them small," said Jerry. "More nerves concentrated in a small area."She found that funny. She felt a little better now that her stomach was emptied of meatballs and margaritas. She wrapped her arm around Jerry and they walked together the two blocks to her hotel. Along the way, Jerry put his hand on her cheek and turned her head and kissed her full on the lips. It was a long lingering kiss and she pressed hard against him and his hands slipped down to the small of her back and over the curve of her buttocks."Do I smell awful?" she asked when their lips parted. "I don't want to smell awful, but I want to kiss. Just kiss. That's all I want to do. Just kiss.""You smell awful," Jerry said, "but you kiss good. I'll clean you up and put you to bed." He led her to her hotel room, helped her find the key in her purse, and opened the door."May I come in?" he asked politely."Come in. I want to kiss. But I don't want to smell bad. I have to brush my teeth. Where's the mouthwash when I need it," She laughed loudly at herself, staggered into the hotel room and sat down heavily on the bed. She kicked her shoes off."Let's soak that dress in cold water," said Jerry."Good idea. You have to unzip me. I can't reach that far." Jerry unzipped the back of her dress, helped her to her feet, and pulled the dress over her head. She stood surprised for a moment."I'll put your dress to soaking.""Good idea," she repeated. "I'll just lie here in my underwear. Never been in my underwear before. " she giggled. "Well, I mean in my underwear with a man. I mean, not with any man except my husband." She paused to think. "You know what I mean. I think I'm drunk.""You are most definitely drunk.""I want to kiss "She followed Jerry into the bathroom and hung over his back as he ran cold water into the sink and put her dress into it. She kissed him on the neck and wrapped her legs around him and rubbed up and down his leg. "Kiss me," she said. "Oh, I forgot. I smell bad.""Let's put you in the shower,""But I have my under clothing on.""We can fix that." Jerry turned her around and flipped the catch on her bra and pulled it off over her arms. He turned the shower on.She folded her arms over her bare breasts while she tried to get her thoughts in order."Water's warm," he announced. "He looked at her for a long moment. "You don't have to do this. I can leave.""I just want to be kissed. I need to be kissed. Don't go away." She wished her breasts were bigger.She turned away from him, pulled her panties off, hung them on the towel rack, and stepped into the shower. She leaned against the tile wall of the shower and the hot water caressed her body."I'm coming in with you," Jerry said, standing outside the translucent door to the shower.She was still thinking about that when he stepped naked into the shower with a tube of toothpaste in his hand. "Here," he said, squeezing toothpaste onto her finger. "Wash your mouth out with this."He was standing very close to her and his half-erect penis was touching her stomach. She took a mouthful of toothpaste and filled her mouth with water and squished it around and spat it out. "Do I smell better now?""Much better," he answered. He turned the shower off and they stepped out into the bathroom. He took a towel off a shelf and dried her, first her face, then, turning her around, her hair and down her back, running the towel over her buttocks. He turned her around again and dried her breasts and, kneeling, her pubic area and her legs. Then, he rose to his feet and kissed her and they melded together and his penis, now fully erect, sought her vagina and she lowered my hand to help him and she felt the delicious thrill of a penis pressing into her labia.