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SEBASTIAN EMBRACES HIS SEXUALITY*An Imaginary Homoerotic StorybyJason*PART 2CHAPTER 4*?Pour yourself a drink,? said Craig, ?While I go and make myself more comfortable.?He was back two minutes later, stark naked; a fact which did not at all surprise me as I had already realised back at the gym that this guy was hot to have sex with me.Craig looked at me and said, ?You don?t seem very surprised to see me like this.?"Why should I," I said, with more conviction in my voice than I actually felt "Come on, Craig, we both know that you invited me here to fuck ? to copulate, to put it in polite, but less immediate and less graphic words; so why don't we cut to the chase and just get on with it?" And with that, I started to strip off in front of him.I have to say, that in adopting this bold and assertive attitude, my heart was in my mouth. Craig clearly thought that I was an experienced guy sexually, and in one sense I suppose I was; but Craig had no idea at all that I was, in fact, still an anal virgin. But it seemed to me that it was now or never. I had not had sex with anyone since leaving school and I desperately wanted to fuck butt.Craig was a good looking guy, obviously well-heeled financially in his own apartment, coming on to me; and I liked him at first sight: often a good sign. So, putting on my bravest face, I screwed up my courage and acted as if what we were about to do ? and that stage, I was not at all clear what exactly Craig wanted of me ? was an everyday event for me.I had already seen Craig naked in the showers just a few hours earlier, but looking at him more closely, here in his own place, I realised what a beautiful and well set up stud he truly was. He had not one ounce of fat on his well-muscled body, which was perfectly proportioned and avoided that muscular over development which many young guys attain due to excessive exercise.His cock was also very, very attractive, not as big as mine; but nevertheless, a tool which any young man would be proud to own and as I looked at him I could see that it was already beginning to stand to attention. Yes, all in all, Craig was a highly desirable and fuckable commodity, and I thought to myself how lucky I was to be invited to have sex with him. But the feeling was obviously totally mutual, for as I stripped off my clothes I could see that Craig's eyes were glued on me.He gazed at my naked figure, whistled and said, ?You know, Sebastian, you really are something: a great piece of work. I cannot take my eyes off you and, my God, just look at your cock; what a gem of a tool you have. And then, without more ado, he dropped on his knees in front of me took my already rising cock in his mouth and started sucking vigorously.Apart from that first time in the showers with Charlie, this was the only the second time in my life that my cock had ever been in another guy?s mouth and I have to say, I did not find it at all disagreeable. Within seconds I was completely hard and I pulled myself away from Craig, who instinctively got to his feet.I had no idea whether Craig?s overture meant that he wanted to fuck me or for me to fuck him. But as my only experience of gay sex to date had been in acting as a top with Charlie, I screwed up my courage and said: ?My cock is telling me that it is in need of immediate exercise, so how do you like it?I really hadn't a clue what Craig was going to say, but actions speak louder than words so I didn't really give him much choice, and I soon realised that I had nothing to be bothered about. Without a word, he went over to the table and lay down on it flat on his back, with his feet on the table edge and his legs spread so that I could see the chasm between his thighs, leading down to my target. Craig had a beautiful, bubble-but of an arse and his hole was really tight, something which I was already used to, as Charlie too had had a very tight anus.From my internet research, I had learned that a tight anus was a very desirable attribute, as it provided the best sensation to the guy who was doing the fucking. In a word, a tight hole gripped the fucker?s cock really tightly, making for an excellent fuck. This was going to be a first for me, in what is called the mission position, as I had only ever shafted Charlie from behind.Craig said, ?Just give my hole a thorough pounding. Don?t hold back ? just fuck me as hard as you can. I really need it: I am just dying to take your cock.?I fished a packet of Fukits out of my coat pocket and rolled on a condom over my rock hard tool and then applied the lube from the packet ready shaft him. I was really glad that I had made a trial run on fitting a condom a few days earlier as I would have hated to have got the rubber on the wrong way and been unable to unroll it ? a common occurrence, apparently with first-timers.?It?s great what you are doing,? said Craig, ?I can see that you are a real pro. lubing up like that, but tell you what, we can make it even better. Just go over to that drawer over there and get out one of the small lube packs you will see there.?So, there it was, Craig thought I was a real pro, as he put it; if only he had known! What I found in the drawer was an open box containing several sachets of lubricant marked AnoLube, each equipped with a longish nozzle. Craig instructed me to push one of them through his anus and into his rectum and squeeze the lube out.?You?ll see,? he said, ?You are just going to have the smoothest and most comfortable fuck of your life.?Of course, he had no idea that what I was actually going to experience was the first adult fuck of my life! This, so-called mission position was something I had never experience with Charlie, and I began by pushing my cock very gently against Craig's sphincter, which tight as it was, posed some resistance to my thrusting.?Go on, just push it in hard ? that?s what I like ? don?t hold back, I want really rough sex right now and I enjoy the entry pain, it adds spice to the whole affair.?Finally, the anal muscles relaxed enough and I was amazed at how easy it was to penetrate Craig. As I gave him the full length of my cock, I realised that this was a most wonderful sensation, which knocked what I had done with Charlie for a six. So, once inside him, I did as he had asked and pumped his butt with ever increasing force as I steadily lengthened my stroke. It was quite true what he had said, for the internal lube really did work wonders and fucking Craig was one of the defining moments of my brief sex life to date. I had never experienced anything like it: it was absolutely heavenly, and I just loved it. I finally climaxed isvecbahis with a huge cum shot into the condom and he simultaneously ejaculated his load all over himself, my chest and my belly; he absolutely drenched the pair of us in his cream.I collapsed on top of him with the effort and was about to withdraw when he said: ?Don?t pull back yet, stay inside me and see if you can do it again. Just take a short breath and see how it goes.?In the event, after a brief pause, I found it quite easy to give Craig a repeat performance, which led to a load of my very abundant cum escaping from the now overfull condom onto the table. Craig again managed to time his ejaculation to coincide with mine and shot his cum all over my chest yet again. We finished up lying there, covered in one another?s sperm. It was a wonderful feeling, which cannot adequately be described to anyone who has not himself experienced it firsthand. I think, looking back on it, it was a case of absolute mutual desire and attraction which spurred us on.I had been desperate for a fuck, having had sex with no one since the day I had left Sheldon, and I had wanted to fuck him just as much as he wanted to be fucked. There was a feeling of complete harmony between us and the sensation of mutual contentment was palpable. It was a quite extraordinary union, for only an hour ago we had not even known each other, but we had managed twice to climax together simultaneously. That meeting in the shower at Jonathan's gym had changed my life, but by just how much I still had no idea at that moment.Craig finally said to me, "You know, Sebastian, that was easily the best fuck I have ever had in my life and believe me, I have taken quite a number of different cocks up my arse over the last few years, but you really are absolutely the tops; I kid you not, but you do have one of the most beautiful cocks I have ever seen; no, I tell lie, you have the most beautiful cock I have ever seen and boy, you really do know how to make a guy happy using it.??Now, how about that I do for you what you have just done for me? I am not going to say that I can give as stellar a performance as you have just given me, but I am sure that you will not be disappointed; so how about it, as I believe in our both being totally satisfied??I felt an invisible shiver of fear and doubt sweeping through me at his suggestion that he should now fuck me. Craig had no idea at all that he had picked up an anal virgin who had never ever taken another man?s cock up his own hole. I wondered what I could say; here I was before the abyss, that great void of fear which I had dreaded coming, but here it was: the moment of truth had arrived; was it to be now or never that I allowed a foreign body cock into my own body for the first time?I knew that it had to happen sometime, but was now the moment? I was just scared at the thought of what Craig was proposing to do to me. Ask me not why I had such fear; Craig was only proposing to do to me what I had just done to him and here I was inwardly petrified with fear at the prospect.Craig evidently saw that I was hesitant and asked me what the problem was. I had a hard time knowing what to say to him, as I was faced for the first time with a situation which I knew had to come one day, but in front of which I had no ready answer. For a few moments, I was totally tongue-tied. But Craig was both a very astute observer and moreover a gentleman.He realised that something was wrong, so he bailed me out of my dilemma by saying, ?Tell you what Sebastian, I?m damned hungry after all that, so let me take you out to dinner. There is an excellent steak house just around the corner and that will give us time to get to know one another better. After all, that was the reason I invited you around to my place to have a drink.??Oh come on Craig,? I said, ?we both know that you invited me here and I accepted in the full knowledge that we both wanted to fuck.??Well,? said Craig, laughing, ?There may well be an element of truth in what you say, but that does not preclude that it might be nice, now that we have sort of got partially acquainted, if we got to know a little more about each other. After dinner, if you feel like it, but with no obligation, you can come back here with me and we can try to take up where we left off. But let?s be clear, there is no pressure; it?s up to you.?Well, what could I say? This guy was just so nice that I could not refuse and I somehow felt that things were going to work out all right for me. Craig was really sympa as the French would say. So off to dinner we went.CHAPTER 5At the table, after ordering, Craig took the lead and gave me a potted history of his life. Basically, he was the only son of a well-to-do New York family whose wealth, judging from the apartment in which he lived, was obviously considerable. The apartment, he told me, was provided for him by his father. He himself was 25 years old and worked in Wall Street in the family-owned stock-broking business.But now came the great revelation. Craig told me that he was sexually AC-DC, or better put, a bisexual, as he liked having sex equally with both men and women and as far as men were concerned he was equally at home being fucked or doing the fucking himself: briefly put, he enjoyed the whole lot: top and bottom ? men or women!He then went on to say that he was actually engaged to be married to a girl, named Caroline, from upstate New York whom he saw (and fucked) every weekend, when he went out of town to stay with her. She was finishing a Master? degree in sociology at some upstate college and every Friday night he took off in his car to spend the weekend with her.Apparently, she was really hot in bed and he had a great time with her every weekend. But that was obviously not enough for him as he still wanted regular sex during the week. To say this guy was into sex would have been the understatement of the year: Craig just loved every aspect of it, and deprived himself of nothing!The wedding was planned for about 15 months ahead when Caroline graduated and would come to live with him in New York. Caroline did not know that Craig also liked men as much as women, but he himself saw nothing wrong with it and saw no reason to tell her. Once married he said he intended to cut out his male sexual liaisons and give Caroline the full benefit of his sexual expertise.There was no need for her ever to know about his premarital sex life. Craig said that he wanted to settle down and have a family and would do that as soon as Caroline had finished her studies. So there we had an example isveçbahis giriş of one of the best-laid plans of mice and men, which still remained to be tested!So after this longish outpouring, I had to tell Craig something about myself. I quickly sketched in a potted history of my time at Sheldon, which had really been my home from the age of eleven years until the time I had just recently left aged nineteen. I also told him that, unlike him, I was 100% gay and that whatever the future held for me, my sex life, which was of paramount importance to me, was inevitably to be with other menSo then I came to the crux of the matter and came clean to Craig that after that brave face of experience I had put on earlier that evening. I told him that I had only ever fucked my school chum, Charlie Tennant, until that evening. Putting my cock up his arse was the first time I had ever fucked a grown man in my life. Craig could hardly believe this.?You mean? he said, that when you fucked me earlier this evening it was your first time with a man? I have to tell you that you had me completely fooled as you came over as a highly experienced guy, both in the gym, in the way you deal with the clients and when you actually got down to shafting me. You know, I was not lying when I told you it was the best fuck of my life: it was the absolute truth. And, I can tell you that I have never taken such a large cock up my hole: it was an utterly divine experience for me.?And so it was that I disclosed to Craig that my entire school experience had been with Charlie and that he had never, in fact, fucked me; I had fucked him some three times a week for over a year, but I had never ever taken his cock up my hole; I had never had a foreign body inside me! So I had this terrible fear of allowing another guy to fuck my arse. Why I should have this fear when I had done exactly this to Craig, I did not know, but the fear was there and Craig recognised the fact."Well," said Craig, "I can see why you found it hard to give me a straight answer when I told you that I wanted to fuck you, back at the apartment. But, you know as well as I do, that one day you are going to have to take the plunge and take some other guy's cock up your butt. Here's what I propose: I think that you and I could get on very well together for a year or so as I need regular anal sex, so let's go back to the apartment and let me, very gently, take your anal virginity away from you.""I really will be very gentle and at the end of the day, you may find that you actually enjoyed the experience. After all, I personally equally enjoy both being fucked and fucking myself; in a word, I just like sex; so why should you be any different? There is the added advantage in letting me be the first to penetrate you. As you have seen I am not as big as you are and your first experience will not be one of taking a beating from an oversized megacock such as guys who are MuscleCock contestants sport."This was the first I had ever heard mention of MuscleCock, but now was not the moment to start enquiring further; so back to Craig?s place we went and we again stripped off. It was true that Craig, although six years older than me, was not as big or as muscular as I was; but he was, nonetheless, a well set-up stud with nothing at all to be ashamed of and as I watched him get ready to penetrate me with his cock.I felt relieved that it was finally going to happen and with a really nice guy doing the action. When I had gone to the gym that afternoon, I had never dreamed that today was going to be the day I would finally lose my anal virginity. Craig suggested that I adopt the same position as he had done for me earlier in the evening: lying flat on my back on the table.He put a cushion under the bottom of my back just to raise my pelvis and then inserted the nozzle of a lube tube into my anus. I drew a sharp breath and felt my body tense itself, for this was the very first time in my life that anything had ever been pushed through my anal sphincter. But there was no pain and I simply felt the softness of the lube gel flowing into my rectum and so I relaxed.Craig then pulled on a condom and lubed himself up. He may have said that he was smaller than me, but when it came to the crunch he nevertheless sported an eight-inch fuck-stick with which he proposed to take my virginity. And I can tell you, lying there flat on my back with a largish piece of rock-hard man-meat moving towards my hole that it looked very big indeed; Frankly, I was petrified with fear.Craig suddenly paused just as I thought that he was going to shaft me and said, ?Listen, Sebastian, I think we are both clean and HIV free and we both clearly approve of safe sex, but I thought that as this is your first time it might be really nice for you to take my naked cock up your arse. It will be a skin to skin occasion and should heighten the pleasure for you ? for both of us actually. Also when I cum, which I surely will, you will take my warm sperm inside you and you will really feel fulfilled. How about it??I nodded my assent and Craig pulled off the condom, chucked it to one side, reached for another tube of lube which he applied liberally to his now naked, member and also to the external area around my anus. I watched him preparing himself and me and saw that his cock had a really beautiful evenly formed knob with a well-defined rim, which was glistening with lube and this was what my hole was now going to receive; I was going to lose my anal virginity to a beautiful cock, so I finally resigned myself to the inevitable and tried to relax.?Now,? said Craig, ?I will very gently work your sphincter by hand to try to help it to relax. The natural tendency will be for you to resist this and try to tighten up your hole. Try not to do this, but just let me work on it until it starts to relax and open up. Then I will very gently start to push in my cock, very, very gently, but firmly until I have given you the full length of my shaft; you absolutely have to take my full length; so don?t try to resist; just let me give you my full shaft and then we will take a short pause to see how you feel.??The first time might be a little uncomfortable but that is all part of the experience. If you feel OK, I will then start to fuck you properly until I come to a climax, by which time you may find that you too reach orgasm and shoot your own wad.?Then it all happened: my very first time. It was all so gentle and without force that I realised that I had been very lucky in falling in with such a considerate guy as Craig: he really was the isveçbahis yeni giriş tops! Anyway, it all went as planned and we both climaxed simultaneously and I ejaculated my sperm all over Craig's body; and boy, was there a lot of it; I could not believe how much I had produced, and really thick creamy stuff it was too. It somehow seemed richer and thicker than the emissions I achieved jerking off by myself.But what really surprised me was the fact that I had no problem in cumming as Craig fucked me, when just an hour or so earlier I had myself shot Craig two huge wads. What I also realised was that with a partner, the level of orgasm I had achieved, both in fucking Craig and now being fucked by him, was just so much more intense. Craig gave me the most incredible feeling as I climaxed and I hope he felt the same. This was sex at another level, a much higher level in fact than I had ever experienced at school with Charlie.When it was all over and we both were again relaxed, Craig asked me how I had enjoyed it and I had to say that it was not at all bad. I was frankly thankful that I had finally got rid of this awful fear of letting another man loose on me with his cock.?Come on,? said Craig, ?let?s make an evening of it. Give my hole another pounding, this time with your naked cock, just to consolidate our friendship.?This I duly did and it was as if we were old buddies who had been at it for years. To say it was only the second time in my life that I had used my tool on another guy other than Charlie, it seemed like the most natural act in the world. I just loved it; it was just so much better than it had ever been with Charlie. I guess it was Craig's eagerness for sex which made the evening so great. It was our own private fuck-fest and I had never experienced anything remotely like it. When we finally called it a day, I can tell you, I was in seventh heaven!?Listen,? said Craig, ?I have to tell you that, beginner or not, you have given me the three of greatest fucks of my life tonight and I truly mean it. You have a magnificent cock and you certainly know how to use it. I have never experienced such utterly intense orgasms or shot so much cum as I did tonight when you were servicing my hole. You are really in a class of your own Sebastian. I know that you have had no great experience prior to tonight, but just believe me when I say that no guy could have managed his fuck-stick better than you just did.?"You are a true master operator, a born natural, and the experience for me was awesome. I have taken lord only knows how many different cocks up my arse over the last few years, but, beginner or not, you, my friend are in a class of your own. And believe me, it is not flattery but the truth which you are hearing from a sexually very experienced guy."I was quite overwhelmed by the praise I had just got from Craig and did not really know what to say, other than that he had been pretty good too in giving me my first anal fuck and that I could not imagine a better guy than him to have surrendered my virginity to. I was truly relieved that it was all over and that I could now settle down without fear to a fucker and fuckee existence.Looking back on this evening, I suddenly realised that I had thoroughly enjoyed the experience and I wondered why I had been so fearful of taking the plunge. The little experience I had just had with Craig had already convinced me that I needed regular male-male sex: this was to be my future. So what next?*CHAPTER 6?From what you have told me,? said Craig, ?You really have no further qualifications other than those you acquired at school and you are not inclined to try to go on to college and get some sort of a degree. You clearly have tremendous sexual potential, judging by your performance tonight. But let me tell you that although I know that you admire your own body and cock, judging by the way you dress, I wonder if you are actually aware of the effect you have on other people.?"Before I invited you here tonight, I had watched you a few times in the gym and I know the effect you had on me the first time I saw you. You just have the most amazing young body and the thong you wear in the gym when you work-out yourself leaves very little to the imagination about what you can offer in that critical department. You simply blew me away at first sight and I know that you have had the same effect on the other guys who happened to be working out at the same time as you; I have watched them eying you, wondering what to do."?You know, Sebastian, as soon as you walk into the gym to start exercising yourself, every other guy around who sees you has a sudden release of adrenaline and his cock starts stirring; and believe me when I tell you that that is true for both the gay and straight guys. Everyone who sees you would really like either to fuck you or to be fucked by you. I wonder if you actually realise just how much effect you have on other people.??You have a unique quality, which few guys have and this could be the key to your future. I can tell you that if you were to venture into any heavy-leather bar, where really overdeveloped gays hang out, you would, without any doubt, be raped before you could blink. That is the effect you have on people the moment they see you: they all want to fuck you?"How about this for an idea? Sebastian, you are a great copulator, to use an upmarket word for fucking, and beginner or not, believe me, you really have nothing to learn in that respect. But you have no experience of the real world or of a city like New York, where sex plays an enormous role in daily life and I am sure that you have no idea what you could do here. New York is full of opportunities for a guy like you and I would like to help you to find one.""In my father's stockbroking business, where I work on a daily basis, we have several hundred well-paid employees at all levels and I can tell you with certainty that dozens of them, either gay or straight, regularly pay good money to get their arses serviced, by young guys, so-called Male Escorts, who fuck butt as a profession.?"These guys are all like me, mainly straight rather than gay or AC/DC; but they crave from time to time what they euphemistically call anal simulation: something they cannot get from their wives or girlfriends. And so, they pay a professional Male Escort to service them. Just take me as a case study; I get plenty of straight sex with my girlfriend but I still enjoy having my arse pounded by a guy like you, as you have just seen. In fact it is more the straight guys than the gays who turn to such services, as the gays tend to have gay friends and have mutually reciprocal copulation arrangements[ whereas the straight guys, often with families, have no real direct contact with gay sex and therefore satisfy their needs by buying in anal sex."