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That summer changed my life financially. It also changed Drew?s life, and not just financially. Janice came to visit him. I knew that Jay had a three-way with them, but I wasn?t so sure I was interested. Two juniors in my number theory class, Melissa and Ted lived together in the co-ed dorm. Over the summer, there was a women?s dorm, a men?s dorm, and a co-ed dorm. We had all become friends, and I spent quite a bit of time with them. Ted and I satisfied Melissa often, one in her mound and the other in her mouth. We didn?t play with each other, at least not much. Melissa liked to watch us make out and jerk each other hard to get ready to fuck her; in the scheme of things, that?s not much. Yes, Ted?s cock did wind up in my mouth occasionally (okay, maybe more than occasionally), but he never came in my mouth so we never had sex. Looking back on it, I am still astounded at my capacity for self-deception. Back to Drew. Jack had graduated. He and Helen shared a room in the co-ed dorm while Jack started work on his Master?s Thesis in theoretical physics. One day Drew and I were bullshitting when Jack walked in ? in blue-striped boxers, of course. He looked at Drew and asked if he still had that fantasy. In response, Drew?s underwear hit the floor and he knelt in front of Jack. Not bothering to remove Jack?s boxers, he withdrew his cock and began sucking it. Unfortunately, Janice walked in during the fellatio festival. ?Drew, you can fuck or suck anybody you want, that?s your business. But you are obsessed with Jack, and I can?t compete with that. I?m gone.? With that, Janice left, not to be seen again for weeks. Drew didn?t care. I think he should have, but he didn?t. He bobbed his head up and down on Jack?s dick until he was rewarded with a gusher of sperm. ?Okay, Drew, do you have that out of your system now?? asked Jack. I was afraid the answer was no. Drew stayed on his knees mouthing Jack?s rod, licking his balls, and begging Jack for more. Jack put his boxers back on and left. Drew started crying. ?I need him, I want him, and I have to have him.? Drew was inconsolable. I sat on his bed with him and held him, to no avail. I knew something was wrong, just not what. Trying to help, I asked Melissa and Ted if Drew could join us for a foursome, all focused on Melissa. They agreed, and I invited Drew to our next session. Since we were now sophomores, isvecbahis we had alcohol in the dorm. Drew had hit it pretty hard and arrived well lubricated. Ted and I tried to convince him to go back to his room and sober up, but it had no effect. Drew joined Melissa and Ted on the bed. He kissed Melissa once, and then kissed Ted. Ted made the mistake of kissing him back. Drew had Ted?s boxers off in a flash and Ted?s dick was in Drew?s mouth. He pulled back and said, ?Jack, I love you.? This was not good. I tried to pull him off Ted, but Melissa kind of liked what she was seeing, and for Ted, a blow job is a blow job. ?Please love me, Jack,? moaned Drew after swallowing a load of semen. Ted gently pushed Drew away from him. ?Drew, I?m not Jack. I like you, but I?m not going to love you. Please go sober up, and don?t do this again.? Heartbroken that he couldn?t stay, Drew left. Melissa wanted to fuck. I was almost too emotionally wracked to do so but that?s almost. A nineteen-year-old?s libido has a mind of its own. Melissa had an orgasm and so did I. For me, it was no more satisfying than jerking off. When I got back to the room Drew was snoring. Thank God he was asleep; I?m not sure what I could have said to him if he had been awake. The next day I told Drew what he had done. Strangely, it didn?t seem to bother him. It was warm, so the dorm uniform of underwear was the campus uniform. Drew walked over to the co-ed dorm in his boxer briefs and talked to Melissa and Ted. He apologized for drinking too much, but not for the blow job. He asked Ted if he had done it right. Ted said that he had, but it was not going to happen again. Ted told him to stay put while he went to talk to Jack. He came back with Jack and Helen. Jack asked Drew what was up. ?I?ve had this fantasy, and now it?s become real,? said Drew. ?I think I love you and I want to keep your dick in my mouth forever.? Helen told him this was irrational. Drew protested. I had to agree with Helen. Jack told Drew he liked him, but any more sex was out of the question. Drew bought a dildo. For the next week, he practiced with the dildo every day until he could get all of it in his rectum. At the end of the week, he asked Jack to fuck him. That did it. I tried to get Drew to go to the campus counseling center but he wouldn?t go. I went there myself. I needed to understand how I could love isveçbahis giriş two people at the same time. I love Sylvia; I also love Jay. I also needed some advice about Drew. I made an appointment to see a Dr. Chabot on Tuesday (same day I get my weekly exam for sexually transmitted diseases). I actually wore clothes. I figured it would be some lame eighty-five year old woman who was hard of hearing. Imagine my surprise when I found out it was Carl, the teacher from the Human Sexuality class. Carl was doing his residency at a local hospital, which contracted to provide counseling services. I felt comfortable immediately. ?Carl, I love two people at the same time. Is that possible?? I really wanted an answer. I got one. ?Anything is possible,? replied Carl. ?The human capacity for love knows almost no bounds. We love parents, wives, husbands, lovers, children, and we love them all differently. When it comes to romantic love for two people at the same time, things can get complicated. So, tell me about it.? I told him about Sylvia. It turns out he knew her. We had hit it off immediately, the conversation are great, the sex is fantastic, we have different interests, which allows us to expand ourselves. I have no idea how an ugly fuck like me had hooked up with a goddess like her, but I had. Neither of us is possessive. We both have sex with multiple partners, often together. We generally try to keep sex to an activity with close friends, but do not always succeed. Most of my other sexual partners are female, and most of hers are male. Most. I told him about Jay. Carl did not know him. We had hit it off immediately, the conversations are great and the sex is fantastic. Jay has had sex with three other guys. The first two caused him distress because he thought he was being unfaithful to me. Jay knows I?ve had sex with other guys and it does not bother him. Jay and I have had sex in front of our girlfriends, who support us. We are both by preference heterosexual, but Jay is just different. I feel a need to express physical affection toward him. He feels the same way about me. Carl asked if he could take a day to think about this. That seemed reasonable; I?d been thinking about it non-stop for what seemed like an eternity. Carl added that he was glad that I had found love, and there were cases where someone loved two people at the same time, occasionally isveçbahis yeni giriş both a man and a woman. He was glad that I associated sex with affection. I told him I thought my summer roommate was acting irrationally. He asked for, and got, specifics. He told me to ask Drew to call him immediately. If he didn?t, I was to call the doc. Back at the room, Drew was waiting for me. He had stopped wearing any clothes at all. He also stopped going to work. He begged me to let him give me a blow job because he needed more practice if he was going to make Jack love him. I told him no, and he began to cry. I held him, I stroked his back, and before I knew it he was trying to suck my dick anyway. I stopped him and called Carl. The doc was free, so I met him at his office. I described what was happening with Drew. He wanted to know if he could share my tale with those who had to know about it. Of course. Carl?s first step was to call the Dean and tell him that the counseling center would be closed for the rest of the day. Step two was to call Marjorie Wagoner and ask her to prepare an involuntary commitment order and email it to the head of clinical psych at the local hospital. Name: Drew Swarthmore. Reason: Danger to self. Carl would include a sworn affidavit later. We left the counseling center and went to my dorm room. Drew remembered Carl; I told him that Carl was visiting the campus (technically true, just incomplete). We all grabbed beers and Carl asked how things were going. Drew stopped making sense after about the first three words. He called me Jack and told Carl he loved me and we were going to get married. We all shot the shit, then Carl left. Campus security showed up less than an hour later and asked Drew to come with them. Carl had called the supervising clinical psychologist with name and details; he got an involuntary commitment order on the basis that Drew was a danger to himself. Later that afternoon I stopped by Ted and Melissa?s to say hello. Jack and Helen were there, with glum faces. ?Do you know a Dr. Chabot?? Jack asked. I said I had taken a course from him last semester. ?Well, I had a new asshole torn by the guy, and in retrospect he was right. Drew is mentally ill.? Why, what a surprise. Actually, I almost hated myself for not noticing sooner. ?Dr. Chabot said that he was glad I had cut it off, because if I continued I would be a predator using Drew for my own sexual satisfaction, and that this was little different from rape. He told me to end all contact with Drew.? I told him that Drew had been admitted to a hospital that afternoon.