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Kathy and Tom attended the same seminary. Both Kathy and Tom saw Christian ministry as their highest calling. Kathy stayed in the women's dormitory and Tom stayed in the men's dormitory. Kathy and Tom held hands in public, and often kissed in private. They both knew that they had to wait until after they were married to do much more.
Tom had too much respect for Kathy to ever put her in a position where she might be tempted to do more than just kiss. And Kathy believed that sex between two people caused them to become one flesh. It was a spiritual encounter. Both agreed that their relationship was the best it could be, even without having sex with each other.
One night, Kathy heard a couple of other women talking about sex. She stayed in the hallway and listened.
"I don't know," One woman said, "I couldn't help myself."
"Are you saying that you regret doing it?" The other woman asked.
"Oh, no. No regrets. It's just that I never thought it would be like that."
"Like what?" the other woman asked excitedly.
"It was so animalistic" The first woman explained. "It was like something washed over us and we had no control over what we were doing or what happened."
"Like what?"
"When he put his hands up my blouse and put my nipples between his fingers and he started breathing heavily and I felt his penis, it was like lightening struck and we had to get each other naked."
"And? And?" The second woman asked.
"We got naked and he got between my legs and it was like nothing I'd ever felt before. Yes. It hurt. But it felt amazing at the same time."
"Oh, my God!" exclaimed the second woman. "Tell me more."
"He was all over me. He was kissing my neck and growling and grunting. It was so surreal. I was like, Oh my God, who knew that sinning could feel so good."
"Do you think he's been with other women?" the second woman questioned.
"Not that his wife knows of, I'm sure"
Kathy was intrigued by what she was hearing, but now she wondered who this married man might be, especially since few of the women went off campus, let alone had ways of meeting other men who weren't students or teachers at the seminary.
The second woman asked, "What if Trevor finds out?"
The first woman retorted, "I didn't really think about him, until just now?"
"But he loves you, Shelly"
Kathy couldn't believe that it was Shelly, Trevor's girlfriend. Trevor was Tom's best friend. And Trevor and Shelly were like her and Tom, together and had promised not to have sex until they were married. But Shelly had sex, with a married man. And she hadn't even thought about Trevor.
"I love Trevor." Shelly said. "Like I said, we couldn't control ourselves. it just kind of happened. And you know what? Trevor doesn't have to know. Right? Karen?"
Karen was Shelly's best friend. When Shelly wasn't with Trevor, she was with Karen.
Karen didn't say anything for a minute, then she told Shelly, "Well. Have you always been honest with Trevor?"
"Yes."
"Well," Karen said, "You could be honest with Trevor and tell him what you did."
"No," Shelly told Karen, "Then I'd not only be messing up my own relationship, I'd be messing up Mr. Jordan's marriage. And his wife is pregnant."
"Was it worth it?" Karen asked Shelly.
"It was really fun."
"But was it really worth it?"
Shelly didn't answer for a minute, then said, "Yeah. I think it was. Mr. Jordan made me feel alive, really alive, like I was somebody, really somebody."
"So," Karen contemplated, "It was worth it to ruin another man's life and marriage and your relationship with Trevor for some meaningless sex?"
"It wasn't meaningless. It was amazing! It was incredible! I came! He came! It was wow!"
"So . . . what now?"
Shelly paused again, then told Karen, "What now? Right now I feel really good, and I don't see any reason that anyone else needs to know about this."
Karen sighed, "But you know and God knows."
Karen wondered aloud, "Is Trevor going to get sex with you now, too?"
"No." Shelly quipped, "We promised each other not to have sex until we got married."
"But you already did!"
"Yeah, but it was only once."
"But was that enough for you?"
Shelly growled, "I know I shouldn't, but I do want to be with him again."
Kathy, having heard all this, wondered what about Mr. Jordan, or sex, made Shelly want to risk her own relationship and Mr. Jordan's marriage at the same time. Mr. Jordan was not the most attractive man, and he was overweight, but that didn't seem to matter to Shelly. So, Kathy figured it had to be the sex that was worth risking everything for.
Kathy wondered about Mr. Jordan. Was he really that good, sexually? He was a great teacher, but he also cheated on his wife. He was married and his wife was pregnant, but he was willing to risk it all to have sex with Shelly. Was it Shelly who was that good in bed?
Shelly explained to Karen, "Once you have sex, you'll know what I mean. You'll know how good it bahis siteleri feels to have a man want you and hold you and ravage you. Mr. Jordan knew how to make me feel like a real woman. He didn't see me as a student. He saw me as this sexy woman that he couldn't resist."
"And, obviously, you couldn't resist, either."
Shelly closed her eyes and thought back.
Mr. Jordan had taught on the oneness that sex brings to a man and his wife, the reason that God created sex, and why and how the marriage bed is sacred. Mr. Jordan had explained that sex is not wrong or dirty. It's just something you do only with your spouse, because it's special, a gift from God.
Shelly had stayed after class to ask Mr. Jordan some questions. When she approached Mr. Jordan's desk, she was nervous. Mr. Jordan told Shelly that no question was a wrong question to ask. Shelly asked Mr. Jordan what sex was like.
Mr. Jordan sat back in his chair, "What do you mean what's it like?"
"I mean," Shelly said, "What makes it so special? I mean other than it's a gift from God. What does it feel like to actually have sex?"
Mr. Jordan tried to be funny, "Well, since the wife is pregnant, it's been a while."
Shelly asked Mr. Jordan if he missed having sex.
"Well, of course I do."
"What do you miss the most?"
Without thinking, Mr. Jordan said, "Being able cum inside of her."
Mr. Jordan quickly apologized to Shelly who wanted to know more.
"What does it feel like for you when you cum inside your wife?"
Mr. Jordan whispered to Shelly, "This is not an appropriate topic for us to be discussing."
"I'm trying to understand, and you just gave a class on sex and how wonderful it is, and that it's a gift to us from God. No one ever talks about this. And I really want to know what it's like for a man to be with a woman like that."
Mr. Jordan tried to be tactful, "God made women's bodies for men, and men's bodies for women. When a man and woman have sex, they become one flesh. They are no longer two but one. One doesn't exist without the other. And when that oneness occurs, it's blissful and blessed by God."
As Mr. Jordan was talking, Shelly, without thinking, had been circling her breast with her right hand and rubbing her thigh with her left. And because Shelly circling her breast with her finger had excited Mr. Jordan, he had a full on erection that was very visible in the bulge in his pants.
Shelly asked Mr. Jordan, after noticing his erection, "Are you thinking about your wife right now?"
"Not right now. No. And God forgive me, but you are so beautiful to me right now."
Mr. Jordan reached into his pants to rearrange himself. Shelly blurted out, "I want to see it!"
Mr. Jordan's face went slightly pink, "Go close the door."
When Shelly returned to Mr. Jordan, he had his cock out and and had it laying on his desk. Neither Mr. Jordan or Shelly said anything for a couple minutes, until Shelly asked if she could touch it. With a shaky voice, Mr. Jordan said, "Yes. Please."
As Shelly walked around the desk, Mr. Jordan asked, "May I see your breasts?" Shelly smiled and unbuttoned her blouse.
When Shelly took Mr.Jordan's cock in her hand, he leaned forward and began kissing her. As they kissed, Shelly could feel Mr. Jordan's cock stiffen and grow. Mr. Jordan's tongue in her mouth had turned Shelly on. And she was feeling things, and emotions, she had never felt before.
Shelly loved the feeling of having Mr. Jordan's body next to hers, his cock fully erect, his tongue in her mouth. Shelly said, in a low growl, "Take me if you want me."
Mr. Jordan got Shelly's blouse and bra off quickly, and had her skirt and panties off just as quickly. Shelly struggled with Mr. Jordan's belt buckle, he helped her out and his pants and underwear dropped to the floor. Mr. Jordan picked Shelly up and sat her on his desk, got between her legs and pushed his cock into her. Shelly covered her mouth as she screamed. Mr. Jordan smiled and said to Shelly, "I forgot this was your first time. Just relax. You're going to love this."
Mr. Jordan sucked on Shelly's nipples as he pumped his cock in and out of her virgin pussy. Shelly tried to relax, and in time Mr. Jordan's cock began to feel really good. Mr. Jordan sucking her breasts felt amazing, too. Shelly remembered feeling closer to God than ever before. It was a very spiritual experience. This was what God created. And it was more than she ever imagined that it could be.
Shelly could feel Mr. Jordan's cock throughout her entire body. Her body took over and began rocking in unison with Mr. Jordan's trusts. She wrapped her arms around Mr. Jordan's back and began clawing. This excited Mr. Jordan even more. Mr. Jordan's thrust quickened and the power of his thrusts increased and Shelly felt full and fulfilled, both physically and spiritually.
Shelly moaned, "And I was going to put this off till I was married. Oh. God! Thank you for this gift."
Mr. Jordan grunted, "Yes. This is what God wants us to do."
Shelly canlı bahis siteleri told Mr. Jordan, "It's what I want, too"
Mr. Jordan added, "Your body was made for this cock. This is what God's love is all about. I want to love you like Christ loves his church. God gave me this cock to give to you. And he wants me in every part of your body."
Shelly told Mr. Jordan, "Do God's will, Mr. Jordan. Do God's will."
Mr. Jordan pulled out of Shelly and had her turn around and lie on the desk. Once Shelly's feet were on the floor, Mr.Jordan got behind her and entered her again. Shelly knew that this was God's will. And she knew that Mr, Jordan needed her as much as she needed him. Shelly hadn't intended on having sex with Mr, Jordan. She was only really interested in knowing what sex was like. She had no idea that Mr. Jordan would be willing to show her rather than tell her.
Shelly knew that it was God's plan for her and Mr. Jordan to get together in this way, because it wasn't until after Mr. Jordan came inside of her that his pager went off. His wife was calling him. He'd stayed longer at school than he usually had. And his wife didn't page him until after he'd came inside of her.
As they got dressed, Mr. Jordan told Shelly that no one could know about what had just happened. Shelly assured Mr. Jordan that no one else would ever know.
Once they were both dressed, Mr. Jordan told Shelly, "It's times like this that you know that God is real."
Shelly smiled, "Today was the first time in my life that I actually felt God."
Mr. Jordan patted Shelly's rump, "I think that today we were both filled with the Holy Spirit."
Karen told Shelly, "I'm not so sure that what you and Mr. Jordan did was God's will."
"How do you know what God's will is?"
"We have the Bible that tells us what God's will is. And what you did was adultery."
Shelly argued, "I didn't intend to have sex with Mr. Jordan. I just wanted to know what it felt like. And I don't think that Mr. Jordan even had thoughts of having sex with me before I asked him. It just happened. It was like we were being forced together by God."
"Or by Satan."
Kathy didn't know what to think or feel. She knew that when she and Tom got married that she wanted to experience what Shelly already had with Mr, Jordan. Kathy hoped that when she and Tom had sex that it would be as exciting as the sex that Shelly and Mr. Jordan had.
Kathy knew that what Shelly and Mr. Jordan had done was adultery. She felt bad for Mrs. Jordan, and for Trevor. Kathy knew how she'd feel if Tom ever cheated on her with another woman. And she knew that if Mrs. Jordan or Trevor ever found out about Shelly and Mr. Jordan that they'd be crushed.
Kathy decided that the best thing she could do was go to her room and pray for guidance.
Tom and Trevor had finished studying. Tom and Trevor were roommates. Trevor asked Tom, "Do you ever have fantasies involving Kathy?"
Tom looked at Trevor, confused, "What do you mean, fantasies?"
"Like, have you ever thought about all the things you want Kathy to do, or what you want to do to her, sexually?"
Tom paused for a moment, "I love Kathy. And I want to marry her."
"But don't you ever think about seeing her naked, spread out on your bed, wanting you to do everything to her that you want?"
Tom told Trevor, "We're Christians. We're not to have impure thoughts."
"But we're guys. And it happens."
"You have these types of thoughts a lot?" Tom asked.
"Well, not a lot, but often, I guess."
Tom asked Trevor what he thought about when he had these fantasies.
"To be honest, when I think about Shelly, sexually, I think about how amazing it would be to watch her with another man."
"Are you kidding me?"
Tom admitted to Trevor, "To be honest, I've never thought about Kathy that way."
"What do you mean? You've never thought about having sex with Kathy?"
"I like kissing her and holding her hand. But because I'm a Christian, I would never think of Kathy like that."
"Yes. You're a Christian, but you're also a guy."
"What's that supposed to mean?"
Trevor shook his head, "Wow. I can't believe that you've never thought a sexual thought about Kathy, or any girl for that matter." Then Trevor asked Tom, "You're not gay, are you?"
Tom sneared at Trevor, "No. I'm not gay."
"Then how," Trevor asked, "Can you not have ever had a sexual thought about Kathy, or any other girl?"
Tom told Trevor, "The body is not meant for sexual immorality, but for the Lord, and the Lord for the body."
Trevor sighed, "Man. You can be Christian and you can be too Christian. God gives us liberties that free us from cultural moral taboos. And it was God that created sex. The fact that you don't think about sex says that you are either still a kid, or you think that you're above such things."
Trevor asked Tom if he'd ever even brought up the subject of sex with Kathy.
Tom told Trevor, "You know what? No. I have canlı bahis never talked about sex with Kathy. And you want to know why? I'll tell you why. I have never talked with Kathy about sex because for one I'm a Christian man. Second, I love her and would never put sexual thoughts in her head. And third, sex is a violent act that no woman should ever have to experience."
Trevor was totally confused, "What are you talking about, man? I'm not talking about rape here. I'm talking about just having sex with a woman. You want her. She wants you. And in my case, I'm not doing anything but wanting to watch."
Tom asked Trevor if he was hearing himself. "You're talking about wanting to watch the woman you profess to love have sex with another man. So, what you're saying is that you don't want to commit the act yourself, but you want to witness the sins of others?"
Trevor admitted that he'd never had sex, but that he had always enjoyed the thought of watching other people have sex.
Tom asked Trevor if he ever told Shelly about his wants and desires. Trevor admitted that he hadn't, but that he'd wanted to talk to her about it.
When Tom asked Trevor why he never brought this up to Shelly, Trevor told him, "You know, I don't know, but because you've put it that way, I'm going to."
When Kathy returned to her room, after hearing Shelly tell Karen about her and Mr. Jordan, she asked her roommate, Marcia, "Can I ask you something?"
Marcia put down her Bible and her studies and said, "Sure."
Kathy took a minute, then asked Marcia, "Do you ever think about sex, like with you and Geoff?"
Marcia smiled, "Ooooh. Is someone thinking about wanting to have sex?"
Kathy took another minute, then asked, "Do you think it's wrong to think about sex?"
Marcia told Kathy, "I think that everyone thinks about sex."
"But do you think it's wrong to think about it?"
Marcia asked Kathy what was going on.
Kathy sighed, "When Tom and I are together, we kiss and hold hands, and sometimes I want him to do more."
"Like what?"
Kathy said, "There's times when I'd like him to want to hold me, put his arms around me. There's times when I want to feel his body next to mine."
Marcia told Kathy that there was nothing wrong with having those desires.
Marcia told Kathy, "I have dreams about me and Geoff. We're out in the forest. The sun is shining. He looks at me and pulls me in close to him. We kiss, deeply. He puts his hands on my breasts and I reach down and put my hands to his crotch. He's hard and he pushes me to the ground and tears my top off and gets between my legs and has his way with me . . ."
Kathy put her hands up, "Whoa! Whoa! Whoa! You really have these dreams?"
Marcia laughed, "I'm a woman for God's sake. So, yes."
Marcia saw the concern on Kathy's face and asked again, "What's really going on, Kathy?"
Kathy sighed, "I love Tom. And I know we're supposed to abstain from sexual immorality, but sometimes I want to be more intimate with Tom. I want him to desire me like a man is supposed to desire a woman. And I don't know if he does."
"You need to tell him." Marcia told Kathy. "Maybe he doesn't know that you want him to want you that way."
Kathy told Marcia that she wanted to know more about her dreams.
"Well." Marcia said, "They get pretty steamy. He becomes an animal, not a real animal, but he let's his desires take over, and he takes me."
"And you want this?"
"Oh, My God. Yes!" Marcia said excitedly. "If Geoff really did all the things I've dreamed about, I have a feeling we'd both be much happier."
Marcia could see that Kathy was distressed. "Again, what's this all about? What's really going on with you?"
Kathy shook her head, "I don't know. I've prayed about this time and again. I don't want to go against God, but I also want to be wanted. I feel that Tom loves me, but as a friend, not as a mate. I'm not saying that we have to have sex, but it'd be nice if he showed me some desire."
Marcia told Kathy, "You and Tom have been boyfriend and girlfriend since you were in church camp? And all you've ever done is kiss on the lips and hold hands? You have to admit that's kind of weird. You're both adults now. And desire is natural. And if you want to get right down to it, God gave us these desires."
Marcia asked, "So, you and Tom have never ever talked about sex?"
"We've talked about the scriptures and sexual immorality."
"Okay, scriptures," Marcia said. "How about these? I arose to open to my beloved; And my hands dripped with myrrh, And my fingers with liquid myrrh,
On the handles of the bolt. My beloved extended his hand through the opening,
And my feelings were aroused for him."
Kathy's eyes widened, "Where is that from?"
Marcia held up her Bible.
Kathy asked where she'd read that.
Marcia told Kathy to read the Song of Songs. She told Kathy, "Everyone wants to be desired. And even Solomon, who had numerous wives and concubines, had a special desire for one."
The following morning, Kathy and Tom met for breakfast. Kathy asked Tom if they could talk about something serious. He said, "Of course." Kathy took a minute, then asked Tom, "Do you ever think about me, sexually?"