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This story is in continuation of chapter 1. After my marriage to Shabaaz, we decided to move out of our live-in nest but my husband had to attend to some unexpected work for which he had to go out of India for 1 month. My father in law and my mother in law were staying in their ancestral palace in Lucknow. However, my Arbaaz in law came to stay with me for this 1 month as he had just finished 12th standard and was preparing for a college competitive entrance exam. He had just turned 18.
To tell about my brother in law Arbaaz, he is a very smart and intelligent person and very good in studies. He never slipped the first rank in his studies. He looks like a well grown up teenage adult with well-toned muscles, strong arms, dense hairs and strong body. He looks very smart and girls are naturally attracted to him.
Me and my husband decided that we continue this arrangement for 1 month, and when he returns back, then we would all shift to Lucknow. Arbaaz moved in with me and enrolled in competitive coaching and we both started living in a rented apartment. As usual, he did well in his studies even here, but he could not get the first rank here, but he was consistent with his third rank in his mock test. We did not bother much and thought he will pick up soon.
His top-class academic performance made me proud of him. At one instance, I thought to gift him something special and I got him a brand new advanced smartphone. I gifted this despite my husband's warning stating that it is not a good idea to give him smartphone while studying as it will bring unnecessary diversion in his studies. I ignored his warning and took it casually and gifted the phone to him.
Immediately after a week, I noticed his academic performance came down drastically and he slipped from rank 3 to 8 in his batch. I was shocked to see this. I also noticed that he was not spending time with books as he did passionately in past. He spent a lot of time smiling and fondling his phone.
I being fed-up with his falling academic performance and his distraction on phone, one day casually took his phone to check his activity while he was away to a local shop. I unlocked the phone with my fingerprint (as I registered my fingerprint when I purchased the phone before gifting to him, which he is not aware of).
I was very shocked to see the porn content all over the phone. There were many porn apps and history of watching lots of porn videos and porn stories. I was terribly shocked to discover the extent of daily hours he spent on these by looking at history. I felt very bad about ignoring my hubby's advice.
I casually opened his WhatsApp and felt the ultimate shock of my life. I sat down on the sofa and started crying. I was shocked to see that he got a group of four friends in a WhatsApp group, discussing girls, porn, sharing pics, videos etc. The entire conversation thread was about sex, sex, and only sex.
Ultimate shock for me in that conversation is that they have recently started planning for real fun with a prostitute. They even discussed the rate of the girl and after tons of discussions, they abandoned that plan as it is not feasible to collect Rs.7000 per head from parents for their attempt to enjoy with a prostitute.
However, without giving up their plan for enjoyment, they started to explore the other low-cost possibilities and nailed down to go to massage-center and get a massage from a girl with a happy ending.
They decided to pool 3000 each for this enjoyment and go to massage-center on a specific day. When I checked the date of their plan, it is 3 days from current date. Now I could correlate the latest 3500 rupees that he got from my husband recently for some academic stuff. Definitely, he got this amount to go for the massage.
I started crying after reading all this and I felt guilty to ruin a wonderful, intelligent and my smart brother in law. He was not of this kind until he had a mobile. I felt so guilty and started crying with tears.
Meanwhile Arbaaz came back home and noticed me sitting with his mobile and crying. He got shocked to see me crying and further double shocked that I am holding his mobile unlocked.
He came to me and asked "Bhabi (Sister-in-law) what happened? Why are you crying?"
I, with my broken/crying voice "Arbaaz? How much I trusted you and presented this mobile to you despite your brother's warning? You completely breached my trust and are doing nasty things to an extent to get money to go for sex/massage with a girl?" I asked him with frustration, anger, and disappointment.
Arbaaz was caught red-handed. He started looking at the floor and said "I am sorry Bhabi, please forgive me and I beg you to not tell to parents and Big brother (my hubby)"
I harshly replied to him "How can I tell them that you did this? He will blame me for giving you phone despite warning."
I started scolding him and he was standing quietly listening to my scolding and tears started rolling in his eyes. I felt pity asyabahis yeni giriş for him seeing his tears.
I convinced myself; "See it is his age problem. I should have been careful in not giving him access to mobile. I did that mistake and there is no point in scolding him now. Moreover, he is grown up adult. He needs friendly advice to bring him out of this mess"
I calmed down and softened my voice and said "Arbaaz, please stop this nonsense. This is not appropriate for this age. If you lose focus now you cannot succeed in your career. If you succeed, you will go to college and get a beautiful girl friend".
I advised him a lot and he listened to them without showing any acknowledgment or agreement to my advice. I asked him to respond to the group saying that he will not come for the massage, as his Bhabi is unwell.
With literal disappointment on his face, he took the phone and responded to the WhatsApp group with that message. I could see more tears in his eyes when he typed the response. I sensed that he is highly disappointed with the flop of his plan. I asked him to give the money back to me.
He gave back the money to me with disappointment. One consoling thing over all this discussion is that Arbaaz has not argued supporting his stand, like spoilt kids do when they get caught red-handed.
I felt high pressure on myself that just stopping him at this moment from going to massage-center or prostitute is not sufficient. I need to recover him back to the old state of an academically excellent student. The only way to do this is to be friendly with him and with proper guidance and advice to slowly bring him back to the normal track.
To compensate his disappointment with massage plan drop, I thought to keep him happy in other possible ways and bring diversion in his thoughts. I took him to restaurants and shopping malls and movie theatre.
I cooked special food in the home that he will like. In addition, I felt that he should not feel that I am maintaining distance after I discover about his lust for girls. So I tried to physically close (not in a bad way), by just patting his shoulders, sitting closer to him or kissing on the cheeks etc.
However, I did not noticed any happiness on his face. He appeared dull and silent. He completely reduced talking to me. He just responded plainly in one or two words.
I was seriously worried about his attitude and started worrying whether if he is going through any depression or any physiological problems. I was in a helpless situation as I could not take this issue to his parents or my husband. Moreover shaming him by taking this issue to his parents will not help anyway.
A few days passed like this. It was the day he planned for the fun. They had planned for the fun at 11 AM for fun in massage-center. It was already 10.50 AM. I was sitting opposite to him in the sofa and watching him. His eyes are with full of empty feeling. I believe he is thinking about the planned event and worrying that he missing the fun.
I just walked from opposite sofa, sat next to him, and said in a soft voice "Arbaaz? Are you angry with me?" He turned his face away without answering anything, which is a clear hint that he is angry.
I continued "Arbaaz, please. I am feeling bad seeing you like this. You are not normal. I tried a lot to keep you happy and bring diversion by doing all the things that could make you happy. I took you to cinema, beach, cooked you your favorite food, but it is very unfortunate that nothing is making you happy and you almost stopped talking to me. I am highly worried"
My soft caring request broke him and he started crying and whispering slowly, and I touched his shoulders to console him and he politely pushed my hands away and said "Bhabi, please. Don't even I have the right to cry? Crying is not a bad thing like going to massage-center. Please let me do this at least".
I really felt bad with this conversation. In past, he was always respectful and never harsh like this. It clear that he has abandoned the message-center trip because he was caught. He has not whole-heartedly dropped the massage-center plan realizing his mistake.
His mind is still filled with lust and dirt like an addicted kid. I looked at him helplessly without any choice of words to speak to him, as he is frustrated. My mind started thinking deeply about the situation and about how can I bring him back to normal.
After series of plans, thoughts, and confusion, my mind decided on something, where I need to make some compromises to compensate my mistake of ruining his life by giving a smartphone to him. After I made the decisions inside me, I started slowly speaking to him.
Me to Arbaaz: "Arbaaz, please turn to me I want to speak to you." He did not turn his face to me, he was still looking away.
I started speaking to him "Arbaaz, I as a responsible Bhabi thought to bring you back from bad track to good track. I did my best to advise you and be friendly asyabahis giriş and tried all my ways to correct you, but nothing is bringing back you to normal. It seems you have not whole-heartedly gave up the massage plan and are showing your disappointment and frustration for missing it. If you are not going to change by yourself realizing the mistake, it will be impossible for me to rectify you. You have completely lost focus in studies. Please be open and tell me what will make you become normal like earlier?"
However, he remained silent and did not spoke any word.
I continued, "Arbaaz, I've made a decision to make you happy" and stopped.
Arbaaz turned towards me for the first time and asked me "What is that?"
I responded, "I can't see you suffering like this. I am just thinking to let you enjoy your desire and wishes and come back to normal stage"
His eyes widened and I could see immediate happiness on his face and he started "Bhabi, are you really serious? or telling this out of frustration and anger?"
I responded, "No, I clearly thought about this for a long time before I come to this decision, however, I need your commitment and promise on few things before I give you my complete go-ahead signal"
Arbaaz: "Yes Bhabi, please tell me. What is your concern/condition?"
I said, "Arbaaz, I will permit this for one time only, in return, Will you become normal and focus on the studies like in past? And get back to the third rank or higher again?"
Arbaaz: With Excitement "Bhabi, seriously I will give my 100% focus on studies after this one. Actually, my academic skills are not gone anywhere, unfortunately, I am not in a position to focus on it at this moment, because my mind is full of dirt with this thought. I am not telling it with pride; I am telling it with shame. I thought of several ways to come out of it. It seems it is not possible for me. As you said, if you just allow me once to go to massage-centre, I believe that dirt and lust in my mind will become clear which will help me align the focus on studies. I promise you that I will give my 200% on studies and further promise you that I will get the first rank in next monthly test" He said confidently.
Me: "Ok Arbaaz, I am happy to see your smiling face and confidence after a long time. I hope you will keep this commitment, however, I have another polite request"
Arbaaz: "What is it, Bhabi?"
Me: "See, already I made you bad by giving mobile access, now I am going one further step up by allowing to enjoy your fantasy with some message-center girl. If your parents or my hubby come to know about this, it will be too bad for me. I hope you will never disclose this even to your friends or anyone."
Arbaaz said with excitement, "Please Bhabi don't worry, first of all, how can I tell this to parents or Big brother. No way. I won't "
Then I started in serious note "Arbaaz, Please listen carefully. I committed you that I will allow you to take massage with happy ending and extras, but I don't want you to go to massage-centre to get it. I have another alternate"
Arbaaz got disappointed and puzzled with what I said. Arbaaz responded, "Bhabi, I am sorry I don't understand"
I continued, "Arbaaz, I feel it is of a big risk for you to go to massage-centre. Many times we hear news about police raids in massage-centre and saw photos of customers coming in the newspaper. I don't want you to take such risk".
Arbaaz got a bit scared when I talked about police raid and helplessly asked "Bhabi, then what should I do?"
I continued, "Arbaaz, moreover it is a big health risk as well. Who knows if that girl has AIDS/HIV infection and it may spread if she allows too much of 'extras'.
Arbaaz said "Bhabi, what is this? You are scaring me a lot. Bhabi, I dreamt about this for a long time. Now you are saying all this"
I continued "Arbaaz, did I said you that you should not have fun? I am only saying that you do not go to public massage center and face risk. I have an alternate plan to have massage safely and comfortably in our house itself"
Arbaaz shocked a bit when I said "In our house itself, "Bhabi, I do not understand what you are saying. Who will come here to give a massage?"
I said in a very calm and soft tone "Arbaaz, I will do the massage with happy ending and little bit extras for you"
Arbaaz was shocked "Bhabi, I couldn't believe it. Why will you do it to me?"
Please do not think of me cheap and misunderstand my intention. In fact, I never had any lust or sexual interest on Arbaaz. I saw him purely as my kid brother in law only. I tried my level best to make him normal and recover from this mess, so when there is no option to clear his dirt mind other than allowing him to go to Massage center, I almost decided to let him go to massage center. Later when I gave serious thought to it, I realized that there are some big risks there.
Already I spoiled him by giving mobile access, If asyabahis güvenilirmi I give him money and access to massage centre, he may get addicted too much on this. Next time he may go to massage center without my knowledge and he may find ways to get money without even my knowledge. Who knows he may steal too. Another risk is that he may fall in love with massage girl and what if that girl falls in love with him. As he is smart and sexy guy, who knows that the girl may allow him for free sex and pollute his mind seriously.
Thinking all of these risks, I decided that sending him to massage centre is a bad idea. Later I asked myself, "why don't I do it"?
I was initially shocked to think like that, but later I convinced myself saying
"Fortunately, he is not expecting sex, he is just longing for some female touch on him and getting hand job/masturbation. Me doing a massage and hand job to him is not something where I am going to lose my virginity. If I am going to do penetrative sex with him, then that is something seriously bad. I also convinced myself that massaging him and masturbating him is somewhat similar to giving him a bath and an activity of cleaning his body part. In the course of touches, he may touch here and there on my body. I thought that it is fine.
Another reason for my decision is that I really want to create a strong bond with him like a friend so that I can influence him with more rights to recover his addiction and bring back to the academically excellent person. Thinking all these, I decided that I should give massage to him.
However, I realized the major challenge for me giving massage to him is me being his Bhabi. However I decided to shed my inhibitions. it seems Arbaaz understood and his face shows a bit of surprise, excitement and slight confusion. In overall his face exhibits mixed emotions.
Arbaaz with a serious and exciting face "Bhabi, are you seriously Ok with this arrangement? What will big brother think?"
I responded, "Yes Arbaaz, I think this is the best plan. I do not want you to go to some unknown stranger girl to get Massage. I want to put you in safer hands. I know my husband well and I can trust him that he will understand"
Arbaaz after a bit of initial reluctance his face exhibited extraordinary excitement. I think he is happy with this decision.
Arbaaz with same excitement "Bhabi, happy to see you that you are fine with this arrangement. However, Will you be comfortable to do the massage for me? especially me being nude?"
I felt too shy about his naughty question. I responded "I am completely 100% ok to give you wonderful massage and more importantly happy ending. I also wants to clear dirt on your mind and recover you back to normal. I have my responsibility towards my family"
I realized that we both are enjoying this conversation and he continued "Ok Bhabi"
He asked another naughty and intimate question "Ok Bhabi, What costume will you be wearing when you give me massage?"
I was excited, engaged and started loving his romantic and naughty questions. His question triggered my thought as I have not decided the type of dress to wear while giving massage. I started asking and answering lot of questions within myself
what dress to wear? Should I be nude? No nude will be too much. Ok if not nude, how he will feel my body to give some extras? Ok what part of the body should I allow him to touch and which part I should be strictly not allowing to touch? I got a chain of questions I got confused really at the end and told him with shyness
I said to Arbaaz with shyness "Ok I think I will wear the Bra and panties".
Arbaaz responded in excitement "Bhabi, Thanks, it matters a lot for me"
I said "Ok Arbaaz, let us make massage table ready."
He helped me to put two benches together and we made it like single cot, but without head or footrest, so that one can freely walk around the bench from all sides.
Though I boldly planned all of this, my heart started pounding heavily. I could hear my own heartbeat. Oh my gosh, in next 10 minutes, I am going to deal with his nude body and me being semi-nude in just pantie and bra standing in front of him. I am going to touch all over his body and especially his cock. I am going to allow him to feel my body. This excited me and at the same time made me feel nervous.
I went to the other room and I removed all my dress and just switched to a bra and panty. I took a basket like a bag with massage items like cool massage oil, cloths, wipes, bowl, warm water jar, tissue paper etc. I looked at the mirror and I felt I'm looking so sexy today, I just adjusted my hair knots to make it free fall. I took jasmine scent and applied to my armpits, on my boobs, hip and panty.
I looked at mirror, took deep breath, and said to myself "Niharika, you are going inside to just do the massage and little romantic and sexy touch. Having self-control and sticking to JUST massage is the only the right thing to do as a responsible married girl. Never exceed limitation and engage in sex. Completely avoid any attempt of sensual private touch on you, this may make you aroused and break your restrictions and will lead to free sex. So Please control yourself and be within your limit"