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Subject: Ben Storm chapter 6 gay/adult-youth Ben Storm ?St. Willie Your author lives in a land where many languages are used, the words and phrases are slightly different in this non-ageist, fictional tale of men and boys. I ask your patience with the English as you enjoy a story about innocence and love facing the machinations of greed. Your patience is requested along with an email containing your comments. SmokinHenry@protonmail Forwarding a donation to Nifty is more than acceptable as fty/donate.html xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx Loneliness, a relatively easy term to describe but yet one of the worst feelings to live with. Show me a man, women or child that have not experience that feeling and I will show you a lair. For most it a short term feeling but for some its a feeling that they need to live by for days, weeks, months or even years. A feeling that makes you feel pain deep inside of you that drives you to tears silently at night with your face burred in your pillow, that makes you live life as a robot day in and day out. One can be surrounded by millions, but without one loving you for who you are, the feeling of loneliness creeps like a thief in the night and hitting you over the head with a 4-pound hammer. BEN STORM Chapter 6 Steve did not sleep much, wondering mostly about the "I love you too" he received from Ben a mere 3 hours earlier, was he awake or was he just sleep-talking? He looked over to where Ben was snoring, not a loud snore, but still a snore. Ben was laying on his chest, with knees pulled in just enough that his perfectly full butt stuck up in the air. He laid there looking at the scene before realizing that he was growing an erection, he needed to pee and he hates morning glories. He stood up and went to do his morning ritual, first the loo, then the shave and then the shower before hitting breakfast, he always does his teeth after breakfast. He made breakfast in his birthday suit, just with an apron on so the oil and fat can't hit his sensitive parts. The smell of frying bacon woke Ben in a flash, who did his morning ritual as well before joining Steve in the kitchen, but unlike Steve, he was dressed in a pair of navy-blue shorts and a white shirt. "Morning, how you sleep?" Steve asked soon as Ben appeared. "Morning, I still want to sleep, but that smell called my name." Ben greeted, "So are we now not dressing anymore?" Ben was not a morning person. "Yea we do," Steve started giggling. "But I think we passed being of shy last night, if it's a problem I will go dress." "Please don't." Ben said looking at the white bubble butt facing his way, "I mean, no I don't have a problem at all." Ben corrected himself. "May I say just one thing and please don't take offense?" Steve asked and continued with Ben nodding yes. "I looked at you this morning and you are one sexy dude." He looked at Ben for any reaction, and the reaction he received was not what he was hoping for. "I'm not sexy, I'm a fat faggot." Ben said without thinking twice. That send Steve into a moment of rage. "Now look here Ben," Steve said while turning to face Ben sitting at the table. "You are NOT a faggot, you are gay, just like me, and your body is fucking to die for. Can you please stop with that shit, please? If I think you are fat, I would have told you. Yes, once you were, but you lost so much weight that I can't even remember your chubby days. For fuck sake." Steve hammered his fists down on the table. Ben was not to be told by anyone so early in the morning. "Then what you call this?" He pointed to his cheeks, then to his tummy pulling of his shirt. "And only fat people have this." He pulled his pants down and pointed to his penis. Steve looked at him and Ben could see that he wandered into dangerous waters now. "What about your cheeks and tummy, it's only you that thinks you're fat. No one else will think that way. Only YOU." Steve was beside himself. "And as to your dick, for your age you are very well developed, you are longer and thicker than most boys your age and if you want, I will prove it to you." "Prove it to me? How?" Ben sat back down. "Just wait and see, I will prove it to you I promise, before the day is over." Steve returned his attention to the bacon and eggs, dishing up so they can have breakfast. They sat in silence, Ben only dress in shorts, shirt tossed on the ground and Steve in his birthday suit. The silence was awkward and each of them in their own thoughts while eating. Ben stood up and made coffee, and as he put Steve's coffee in front of him, he asked. "Do you really think I am good looking? Am I really not fat?" Ben started feeling better with some food inside him. "Yes, Ben I do, so much so that I wanted to bed you last night, I wish you can just look at yourself for once with new eyes. Your mom only degraded you so she can have control over you. Destroy you so she can use you. What do you think she would do after the grant stopped? You know she wanted you to sleep with her clients for money, she wanted you to become a whore. She raised you to become one, or else she would not have allowed you to see while she had her clients. As sure as I am sitting here today, if it was not for John you would have been her personal gold mine." "John also said the same thing, he was furious when he heard Zeus took photos of me nude." Ben said. "Photos? Buddy what else is there that you never told me?" Steve looked at Ben wondering how naive he still was. "Wait before you answer that. I think it will be better if you write it down, these types of things can be very important in the run of things." "Like what?" Ben asked. "Everything, you see she has brainwashed you so things that you think are normal aren't normal at all. Looking at Zeus, as you call him, watching while he is nude and in bed with your mom is not normal." Steve could not help as to wonder what else did the boy saw and even done that could be helpful. uşak escort The two cleaned up quickly as they needed to get to Pete's. Steve hoped he will be in and had not left for town or something, last night did not go to plan. Ben pulled his shirt on again and Steve brought him some beach sandals, Ben hates shoes but understood that they might end up in a restaurant or something. Steve himself did dress very smartly, grey long pants with a white shirt with thin blue lines in it, when he was looking for a tie, Ben looked at him strangely. "It's only Pete and Cody." He stated. "Yea I know, but afterwards I must go with Jack to my mom in hospital. It's a 2-hour drive so we will be leaving at 11 sharp. Will you be ok on your own here for that time or do you want to go with?" Steve hoped that Ben would rather stay behind as what they have planned at the hospital would be a sad day. "Oh, I forgot, if you need me to go with I will to support you?" Ben said while looking at Steve with compassion in his eyes. "Rather not, you had enough of sad things in your life." Steve said, "Well, I will get a tie from my dad, I think." "Steve, did you mean what you said last night to me?" Ben saw Steve was not sure what he was talking about "When you sat next to me saying good night?" Steve froze, he thought Ben was asleep. "Every word, yes" Steve looked on as Ben closed the gap between them, putting his hands around him and placed his head on his chest. "Me too, every word." Ben said while feeling the arms closing around him as well, not even the kiss of last night could make him feel better or safer than he felt now. As Ben looked up at Steve and Steve lowering his lips to meet those of his love, they were interrupted with a knock on the back door. Instinctively they moved away from each other. Ben went to open the door, wondering who it was that spoiled a perfect moment. It was just a messenger from the resort. He gave Ben a letter before he retreated the way he came. Ben took the sealed letter to Steve. Steve looked at it, only their bungalow number on it. 38. He wondered in who will send him a letter here, who knows he is here. He opened it just to see it a message from the reception desk. He read it out loud. To Steve Smith tried to reach you on cell this morning, went straight to voicemail. Please charge your phone and phone me at 9. Love, Jo "Who is Jo?" Ben asked. "My lawyer friend, I have forgotten to put my phone on charge again last night, well that got to be done at Pete's." Steve was brought back to reality, gone was the urge to kiss Ben, "Jo is helping us." The two of them started walking towards Pete's place, reaching the top of the hill they saw that the resort is almost full with people that arrived last night and early this morning. Everywhere they looked were families, some unpacking their vehicles, some going for an early morning swim in the ocean and some at the pool, if 8 am can be called early. There was a matter of urgency in Steve's strides, lots to be done and he was wondering why Jo was looking for him so urgently. They reached Pete's bungalow and knocked on the door, they first heard a lot of commotion before the door was open by Cody. Only dressed in a pair of sleeping shorts, one could only imagine the goings on prior to them knocking with the tent the boy was sporting. Steve could not help as to smile at the blond boy with the big brown eyes. "Morning Bro, you real happy to see us." Ben said while pointing the obvious out, Cody looked down and tried to hide his tent. "Please come in, Pete just getting dressed," He said while leading them to the dining room table that had place for four. The bungalow was bigger than Ben thought, this one had two bedrooms, but it was clear threw the open doors that only one was used the previous night. And it was confirmed when Pete stepped out the bathroom, he still sported an erection under those tight-fitting jeans. Ben started laughing and pointed it out to Cody as well. "You should have been here 5 minutes earlier." Cody said and was frowned upon by Pete. "Morning Steve and Ben." Pete said while sitting down quickly, looking at Ben that still was laughing, "I can blackmail you with a photo you know?" Ben stopped laughing. "Morning." Steve said and immediately was thinking of porn photos. "May I ask what photo or photos you referring to?" Pete looked at Ben, wondering what Steve must think now. "They say I sleep funny; I did not believe them and they showed me where I sleep with my ass in the air." Ben said looking down to his feet. "Oh, like you did this morning," Steve said with a smile, "I must say an interesting view to wake up to." "You sleep together?" Pete said with a smile, "And here I thought..." But he was cut short by Steve. "Our bungalow has one bedroom with two beds in it, I slept on the one and he on the other, no funny business." "Oh, I am sorry for jumping to conclusions. Cody why don't you make some coffee while the 3 of us talk?" Pete felt embarrassed, and wanted to get on with the things at hand. Cody stood up and started making coffee, he tried getting the attention of Pete, but to no success. Steve asked Cody if he could charge his phone as well. "Ben?" Pete asked "Did I understood correctly yesterday? Does he know everything? Can I talk freely?" Pete asked look at Ben for conformation. "Yes, he knows, he knows the love me and John had, he knows about my mother and he was the one that came to me just before I ended it all." Ben was looking Pete, still a bit cross with him. "I am sorry, but I was there." Pete started "She told me that you were staying with your father and when I phoned your school, Mr. Masters, confirmed that you did indeed move to him." Ben and Steve looked at each other when Zeus name was mentioned "I can see with the look you giving each other there is something I don't know." Pete said looking at the two of them, before Ben could answer Steve did. "Yes, there van escort is, but we first hear on why you wanted to see Ben?" Steve said as he did not want to put all the cards on the table just yet. "A straight-shooting man, I respect." Pete started, "Well, Ben, John has made you his soul heir, everything he owned, is yours. He appointed me as the trustee of your trust. A fact that your mom may not know of or she will milk you dry." Ben stared at Pete. "What does that mean?" Ben asked. "He left you everything, his money, house, car and everything else and I must make sure that you get what you need when you need it up to the age of 25 when control over the trust will be handed over to you. You, my dear boy, are well off, John made sure that you will never need anything again, or to go to bed hungry. As it stands now, we can't use the trust as your mom will misuse it and you will lose everything." Pete said while handing over a file to Ben, containing every single detail about the trust. Ben looked at it and his eyes grew when he saw the capital that was placed into trust. He handed it over to Steve who studied it for a few moments. Steve had questions he needed answers to, but wanted to wait till Pete has finished. It became clear to him that the man sitting next to him had indeed had Ben's best interest at hear and wondered if he can he ask the questions in front of Cody, who was now putting a tray on the table with two coffees, milk, sugar and two glasses of coke. "Pete?" Steve said looking at Cody "We have some questions but I don't know about asking..." "Cody, please go take your shower." Pete said and Cody was not happy about it, but he still followed Pete's wishes. They waited till they could hear the water running before the continued. "Pete, let me start off. Never again phone Masters, we just found out that he is Ben's biological father and not his grandfather as believed before." Steve saw that Pete was surprised at that bit of info. "Don't ask how we know, but we just do. Please what did you tell him?" "Nothing to be honest, I asked if Ben was still in school and where did he move to." Pete said. "So, you said nothing about the trust? I think he knew you or he would not have lied to you, wonder why?" it was Steve's main worry as soon as he heard that Masters lied together with Ben's mother. "Have you ever met the man?" "No, never. But now that you talk about it, when I spoke to the receptionist at the school first, she was all willing to help me, till I gave my name and then immediately put me threw to the headmaster." Pete looked at Ben, "I see no resemblance at all. He can't be your father." "So, they knew you were going to phone, interesting." Steve said while looking at Ben as well, "I agree, no resemblance at all." Ben thanked him by giving him a light squeeze on his leg under the table. "Pete, I know you don't know me and I am going to ask of you and Ben to trust me please." Steve started again. "What did you guys remove from the crime scene on that day of the murder, I really need to know about everything and why did you remove it?" "Ben, can we really trust your friend?" Pete asked. "Pete, I trust him with my life, and my heart." Ben said wishing he didn't as the look on Pete's face told a whole new story. Steve saw the same face as well. "Two days ago, he was on your brothers grave, crying himself to sleep, calling his name in his sleep. I have fallen for him in a way I would have never thought I could again. I promised him that I will be there for him no matter what, even if he loves another. So, can we please move on." Steve said with irritation in his voice. "Sorry, did not know how strongly you felt over Ben, please carry on." Pete did not expect the small outburst from Steve, nor did Ben. "What did you guys remove from John's house that day and why? If police could have linked her to his death, we would not have all these problems facing us now." Steve said still irritated. "Because police don't look kindly on our kind," Pete started. He continued telling that there was a police investigation after Ben's mom was at John's work place the day before, and that John was being blackmailed to amounts he could not even get close to. After Ben found him on the floor, he phoned Pete and they decided to clear anything and everything so that no pictures or even a computer or letter could be found. The place had to be free of anything that could connect John to any boy. The contracts that were ready for Ben's mom to sign to give custody to John had to be removed as well. Anything that could link Ben to John had to go, even the cigarette butts. "You see Steve, if the cops went knocking on her door, there is no telling in what she would have told them, she would have been arrested and Ben would have been placed into foster care. Yes, he would have been better of maybe, but the plan was that I would go after custody, but she hid him from me. With her in jail and the brother of the man she accused of molesting her child, what was the odds that I would get custody? I hope you can understand why now." "Surely there were other ways?" Steve asked but he understood the reasoning. "Yes, maybe, I don't know. We had to act and act fast. I sent Ben to his mom to keep her busy while I got everything into the car and got it away. It was not something we had time to plan. Sorry." Ben sat there with tears flowing over his cheeks, reliving that day was hard. He wanted Steve to hold him, let his feel safe again and Steve stood up, pulled Ben to his chest from the chair and held him firmly, his heartbeat calming Ben down. "Sorry Ben, did not meant to upset you but I needed to know in order to know what is our next step. That is to get you free you from her." Steve took his handkerchief and wiped the tears from the boy's face. "Thank you." Ben said. This was harder than he thought. "Will you excuse me for a minute? Just need to make a phone call real quick." yalova escort Steve walked to where his phone was, unplugged it and went outside. Steve switched on his phone, seeing that Jo tried to phone his 7 times from 6 in the morning. He wondered what was happening. He phoned Jo and the conversation did not last long, but it was a very important conversation. He walked back to join the others on the inside. "Well I just spoke to a friend of mine, he hired a private investigator to look into matters for us. I told him everything we knew so far and he will keep us up to date." Steve said, but was holding something more important back from Ben, he thought best that it's not the time nor place to overwhelm Ben with this bit of information. Steve started wondering what happened to Cody and asked Pete who in his turn explained that he will only come out the bathroom when he is called, Ben asked if it will be ok if he go call him and both Pete and Steve agreed that the poor boy must be a prune by now. Ben knocked on the door and entered, but left the door open, Steve saw Cody getting out the shower and his he could not help to look at his uncut penis with a nice size small bush around the base, hanging a bit to the left, his balls was more developed than Ben's. The proof he needed was staring him in the face, Cody was clearly more developed than Ben, but a ? of an inch shorter. The two boys disappeared into the main bedroom and closed the door behind them, it is good that Ben is with boys his age and Steve being a teacher knows that there is nothing better for a growing boy than to have a good friend, a friend to experience life with while growing up. He remembered his youth and his only friend was Greg, yes it was fun and full of love but, a friend his own age would have welcomed as well, he only met Jo later in highschool. "Can we speak alone, away from the boys please?" Pete asked while standing up. He wanted to go outside. "Yea, sure." Steve answered with a puzzled look in his face, he followed Pete and walked in the direction of the little shop. "You are a straight shooter, so I will give it straight to you." Pete started, "I heard you inside and I could see in Ben's eyes that he loves you, or thinks he does. What is it you are after, if you just want to use him then I suggest you give him a pass, he has gone through too much in his young live to be used again." He gave Steve a stern look. "If you think for one second that I want sex from him, then you are missing the plot here." Steve felt a bit irritated with what was being suggested, but understood the reasoning. "I am his teacher and over a period of time I saw a downwards spiral in his studies. I reached out to him and found that he was in greatly troubled, not even speaking about danger. I did not plan to fall for him, nor did I plan to be right in the middle of protecting him from a murderer or murderers, I stand by my promise and if he finds someone else to love I will be happy for him but my main purpose is to keep him safe and get him to be happy again." "Wow, so you truly love him? I like you." Pete said, "I saw you looking at Cody getting out the shower, your reaction was the same as any other lover of boys would have been." "Interesting, and your observation is correct, but why do I feel there is more?" Steve started wondering about Pete's motives. "Yes, there is more, something that Ben may not know about." Pete still had doubts in what he wanted to do, but maybe it could help Ben. "I came here to dispose of John's laptop and external hard drive, but I think there are files on it that may come in handy for you. I held on to it at first in the hope I could find a way to use it, but sadly I could not without putting unwanted attention on John, Ben and me. And I would have lost my son Cody." "Your son? I thought he was, well you know." Steve did not expect that part, "And sure that laptop and drive would be of help if you say so, I expect to find very incriminating stuff on that as well or you would have used it long ago, were you not the one that told the newspapers. You think foul play was involved?" "Yes, in a moment of weakness I did say that and believe me the police was all over me wanting to know why I would think that way, so I expected that they had same idea. "Cody was a neighbor's son, a single mother with a drug problem, she gave me temporary custody and never returned. He was 5 at the time and after great effort and a few court hearings, I could adopt him at the age of 8. Yes, you are right Cody and I are lovers, same will be with you and Ben if all works out as planned, so don't judge me, please." "No, not judging was just wondering." Steve hoped that he did not anger the man, he needs what Pete have in his possession. "Look I must go on a rather urgent family matter, will be about 5 hours, may Ben stay with you for that time? I don't want him to be alone, he needs lot of healing still and still is a danger to himself if you understand what I mean." "I gathered so much when you spoke about when you found him. He is safe with me and I will make arrangements on your return to hand over John's stuff to you." Pete said. "Perfect. Thanks." Steve's brain worked over time. "If you can seal it in a box, write private, on it and give it to the receptionist with orders to put it in the safe. I will collect it from there and don't worry that they might look at it, they will not. I grew up here, the resort belongs to my parents and they will not dare." Steve explained. Pete agreed and the two men went their separate ways, Pete to the shop and Steve to his father's. Steve had lots to think about as he was walking, wondering what the laptop and drive could reveal, he has forgotten to ask about if there is passwords on it, surely there will be. When he rounded the corner and saw his father waiting for him outside the house did his thoughts changed. Even though he knew his mother was no longer in her earthbound body, they still had to close the chapter by letting her body free of any machine that kept hope alive, hope that was in vain. To Be Continued. Please feel free to contact me with your thoughts, good or bad ail Thank you V. You know why.