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Author's note:
As with all my stories all the character including the main characters which are involved in sexual situations are 18 or over.
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I had gotten up around 15 minutes before my alarm which was set for 1:30 in the morning. It always had to be a Sunday morning. That's when there is the least chance of police patrols being around. This was the one time every week where I could drive as fast as I liked without the risk of other drivers being there
It allowed me to clear some headspace and be able to hack the coming week of voices and tortures. It wasn't anyone's fault in particular and I'm not even sure how I ended up in this situation but I've got a pretty good idea. But this is the medicine for my mental issues that works better than any chemical crap the doctors give.
I chose cotton jogging pants, a hoodie and some foam soled shoes. They'd keep the noise down whilst I'm trying to exit from the attic to the front door. I make sure I've got the package I need to deliver plus I've gotten my keys and a bottle of water had already been placed in the car.
Since the drive is at an incline slope towards the house, that makes my life easier. I get into my car, shift into neutral then release the hand brake. The car smoothly rolls down the drive with enough speed that I'm able to get quite a distance before I have to start it.
I stop near my home and connect my phone via Bluetooth. I lower the volume because I'm known to nearly everyone near home. I play the only track that give me the peace I need to clear some headspace. Just as I've gotten out of my area increase the volume to max on Mahadeva by Astral Projection pumping through the speakers. It's the only broom that works.
I make my way calmly with no rush in particular towards Balsall Common. From there I'd take the back road towards Kenilworth and then hit the A46. Then I'd take the back roads towards a massive rail freight terminal near Daventry.
Then I'd take the exact same route back home. This way I'd have a majority of windy country roads with a decent amount of main roads where I can get some speed. I've been down this route enough times to know where the speed traps are and how to avoid them. That's all part of the fun.
I get to Balsall Common and like a good boy I obey the 30 mph limit so not to wake the rich folk in the half million £ houses. As soon as I get past that town and this next immediate junction, I drop it from 4th to 2nd and smash my foot to the floor.
As I'm making my way towards the terminal. I don't think anyone realises that I work in private security and the police usually don't even bother looking my way. Private security has never been my only career. Being in government security for over 7 years allowed me to acquire a decent amount of skills.
It's not like I've got a Ferrari. I've been given a tiny 3 door car, with a 1 litre 3 cylinder engine that produces the best part of 60 bhp. Now don't get me wrong. This car's no slouch. Due to its minute size and in the corner wheel set up. It flies. Especially down the country lanes.
I dropped whatever package HQ needed me to deliver and blast my way home. So far it's been around 35 minutes to get there, around 25 minutes stoppage including a cigarette break then another 35 minutes to get back. That's an hour and 35 minutes total spent on this run. Luckily I get paid to get out of bed and do this shit. Otherwise I'd be asleep and dancing with the fairies.
I'm good for another week. But the extra shit is already starting to clutter that space I've just cleared. I don't understand how the fuck that happens every fucking week. My older sister has been bogged down with her thesis for her doctorate. She's the one thing/Person in my life that I'm proud to say is on her way to stratospheric heights.
I slip in through the front door before she realises. I'm in bed and looking forward to dancing with the fairies again. I'm in that state where one's awake and asleep at the same time. Getting more towards asleep then awake. This night's been good and I'm looking forward to the next early Sunday morning to do it again.
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I know you might be thinking that why didn't I get into the private military complex but I'd had enough of all the government shit and by the time I left I wasn't sure whether I was actually on the right side of the fence. This way I'm making sure that the person I care about the most can concentrate on her thesis.
Her thesis didn't give her time for a social life as she was constantly juggling that, the university and the internship at UHB. She had agreed to go for drinks with a few members of her uni friends. I'd asked her if I could go with her to keep her company but she insisted that she'd be bursa escort ok and I was worrying for nothing.
"They're a bunch of lefty liberals who have never swatted a fly on a table. I'll be fine Ray."
"If you're sure, Kaz."
Yeah, I'm positive. See you later. Love you Ray"
"Look after yourself. Love you Kaz.
She'd left in a cheery mood and that left the house feeling derelict or maybe deserted. I can never be sure of the exact feeling I get when the house is empty. It's like the atmosphere only every stays around her. When she's here the atmosphere's here and when she's gone then so has the atmosphere.
I've never allowed myself to reveal to Katherine how I actually feel about her. I know she'd run for the hills whilst letting the police know that I'd need to be castrated whilst a live stream was broadcast as a deterrent for other brothers out there who might have had even the fainted similar idea.
I've been in love with her since time immemorial and have so far done my best to make sure she never finds out. I don't understand, I've been all over the world on covert and non covert missions. I've touched, talked to and felt up some of the most stunning women out there. It's been a battle to keep my virginity intact. Then why is it that I've compared them all to Katherine and none have met the standard she's set.
As far as I know she hasn't the faintest idea about this. Her demeanor towards me has never changed as long as we've lived. Obviously one grows from child to teen to adult and along with that are subtle changes in personality. But the boxes that build up in the headspace in my mind. They are the voices I've boxed up and locked away. Voices that whisper that I should do unspeakable things to Katherine. Well as long as I live, I'll kill myself before I even thinking of laying a finger on that beautiful fairy of a woman.
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It's that time again around 4 weeks after the one I mentioned previously. I've chosen the same outfit again. Well, if it ain't broke, don't fix it as the saying goes. I sit at the edge of my bed and put on my socks and shoes. I walk to my dresser and retrieve my two thumb rings and a scorpion necklace my sister gave me for my birthday.
After putting them on I make my way to the landing and as I'm crossing Katherine's bedroom door I see that it's open. I'm about to close the door when I notice inside that she's laying on her bed with her duvet on the floor and only sleeping t shirt that's ridden up.
I quietly enter and reach for her shirt to pull it down towards her knees. There's those voices again. One of them is saying I should ravish her right now without consent or consequence. I shove the voices into a box and store it in the last remaining place I can find in my head.
I quietly cover my sister's modesty then cover her with her duvet. I lower my head to hers and kiss her forehead.
"I love you Katherine Slater. You have no idea how much" I say in my heart. I whisper in lowest possible whisper I can in case she's hearing me. I make my way to the door and close it as stealthily as I've done in missions gone past.
I head to my car and as before and I go on my 'mission". About an hour and a half or just a smidge over when I return home. I'm back heading for the fairies. My headspace is clear and I can cope for another week.
Maybe some day I can get those annoying whispers and voices to stop. Maybe some day I can occupy the headspace with good memories and good stuff. I pray for that day even though I know not when it will come.
***
After weeks and weeks of working Sundays, my boss insists that I take a five day leave that's spread over the weekend starting Friday and I'm back at work on Wednesday.
I wanna take Katherine on a break. I'm thinking of the Snowdon valley in Wales. There's a tiny hamlet with a stunning Airbnb place I've booked. Now I just have to convince Katherine. She's on a two week break from uni as are schools.
"Come on Kaz, you've earned it. The clear Welsh air will freshen your mind and you'll smash through that thesis of yours."
"Are you sure, Ray"
"Yeah. I am."
"Maybe once this is done then we'll go."
"Katherine, you know once you've got your doctorate then you'll be needed by the hospital.. And then you'll never get a break. You've seen how crammed to the gills the hospitals are. Please Kaz, just this once."
"Oohh ok Ray. Maybe I do need a break."
We head to the retail park to grab a few essentials as both she and I are missing a few things from our hiking gear. We stop at Costa Coffee. It feels like a date and I'm doing a good job burying my feelings. Maybe that's my mistake. Maybe that's why the voices are constant. I'll bursa escort bayan never know for sure. But I can say this; here now with Katherine, it's like the voices were never there.
We arrive at the cottage a little after 9pm. It's not far from llyn padarn. When outside of the cottage, one can see the side of mount Snowdon and the Snowdon railway. The cottage has 2 bedrooms which are adequate for our needs.
We had stopped for groceries on the way here so I cooked my speciality dish. And no I don't think wining and dining Katherine is gonna win her heart and I'm too scared of confessing my love to her.
***
We woke up bright and early around 4am. We already prepared our kit last night after dinner. We had decided on an early dinner as early as 9pm can get you. We made our final checks and caught the bus to the base of Snowdon.
It was around 6am when we started the accent up towards Snowdon. After we had gotten past the houses and trees, the scenery opened up to reveal the mountains in their full glory. I missed coming here and I'm glad I did. What makes it even better is I have Katherine by my side.
We're about a third of the way up. Now it's really getting awe inspiring and beautiful. I realise that Katherine is a bit behind me so I stop and wait. Realising this is a good spot for a break. I take my rucksack off and sit on a boulder near the path. Not long after Katherine deposits her rucksack near mine and joins me on the boulder.
I notice Katherine has a look in her eyes that unsettles me. I can't pinpoint the reason behind the look without asking her but it's there. I'm just gonna have to try to put these newer voices in boxes I haven't got room for. If I'm not careful then I might end up either in prison for doing something dreadful to my beloved Katherine or I'll end up in a loony bin.
It's Katherine's turn to cook. This is an age old system of ours that works. She's busy preparing a casserole. Traditional recipe that she managed to get from our nan. She's managed to make homemade rolls instead of the cheap supermarket variety.
Being our second night in Wales, we decided whilst on the mountain that we could drink a little as tomorrow we'd rest. Maybe we'll hire a kayak and paddle out to sea. Not too far and not too close.
Dinner was exquisite. My sister has a gift in her hand and she's just naturally excellent at cooking. The wine did its job but wouldn't be winning any awards anytime soon. We were sitting watching the local weather to see how's it gonna be tomorrow.
"Let's go for a stroll. An easy route. I've already got it routed out. What do you think, Ray?"
"Well ok. It's not like we've done anything today"
"Just chilled out and enjoyed the atmosphere here."
"Yeah, enjoyed the atmosphere."
With that we got our walking trousers and fleeces on, finished off with hiking boots and a small jacket. I packed a small rucksack with essentials and emergency rations just in case.
The route took us around the back of the cottage. And through some high cottages and trees. Due to the time of day the route was devoid of other walkers and we only had the sheep to keep us company. I didn't know but what little semblance of peace I had was about to go out of the window for a while anyway.
"Ray, have you ever misplaced anything? Like ever? Or been in my room?"
"Nnnooo" I say trying to remember if I've actually misplaced anything. Try as I might but I couldn't even though instinct was telling me something is wrong.
"Why Kaz, have you found something?"
"Yeah, the other week. You came into my room and you put my shirt back down over my knees then covered me with my duvet. You had whispered how much I mean to you and how much you love me. Then I found this"
She doesn't say anything else to me but starts to read a letter she took from her jacket.
"Katherine, my beautiful fairy.
It started when you used to look after me when mom and dad were on their business trips all the time. You'd make sure I was fed, my clothes were washed and you even had time to help me with my homework.
As I grew into my twenties I knew that after the stint with the government, I'd make sure that I take care of the bills and you so you can hopefully one day study for your doctorate. Hit the boosters and reach for the stratosphere.
What I'm saying is even though I love you like any brother loves their sister. I love you more than that. I wish I could spend my life with you, give a family to you, give my life and love to you. I've interacted with countless women all over the world and none can compare to you. I can't put into words what you mean to me so I write this as the next best thing.
The voices keep escort bursa telling me to do vile things to you. But I can't because I love you too too much Katherine. So far I'm handling it but I feel there is coming to a point where taking my own life will be the only way to protect you even if it's from me.
I hope it never comes to that but like Grandad used to say 'hope for the best and prepare for the worst.'
I love you Katherine Slater and I always will.
Yours Ray."
Shit she found that letter. I'd written it soon after I quit the government job. It was a way of decluttering my mind.
"Ray, do you still feel the same way about me?"
"I do Katherine, and I've always done."
"Why didn't you just tell me?"
"How can I tell you Katherine. I drive at night just to lock these dangerous voices away so I won't hurt you."
"But I feel that maybe I just need someone to occupy that headspace I have and I've been too scared to tell you how I feel."
"Well I'm here now and I'm ready to listen to you Ray. But you'll have to listen to me first ok? And promise you won't get offended?"
"Ray, it scares me that you work nights. I understand why you do it. You paying for the upkeep helps free me so I can study. I know your sacrifice for me and I don't just mean the financial side of it.
"I've had this letter for a few years and the way you hold me to such high standards is one of the things that made me fall for you. Every time I ask you to have a day off you always say 'don't worry, I'll half survive' I couldn't quite pick out where you got that saying and then I saw the fast show on gold."
"You're my hero, even though you won't admit it. You suffer so I don't have to. What more could I ask for. And maybe if we can make us work then you can fill that place you call 'headspace' with memories of me, of you and of us."
"So Ray, what do you say. Can I offer myself as your partner, your spouse even?"
To say I was dumbfounded was an understatement. I never thought in my wildest dreams that I would ever be able to even dream that my beautiful fairy could actually be mine.
"Could you actually want someone like me, I haven't got any PhDs or any........"
Katherine had jumped a couple of boulders to land in front of me. She grabs my left shoulder with her right hand and pulls me close before kissing me.
"A PhD doesn't provide for us. You do. Yes when I get my PhD then we'll have another income stream. But until then I have you Ray. I'll always be with you, by your side.
We kissed some more. I can't get enough of her and OMG the way she smells. It's like nothing else I've ever smelt. We barely made it back. It was hard resisting Katherine long enough to make it back to the cottage.
***
It didn't take long for us to run to a bedroom and be unclothed before we even got there. Kaz was laying on her back with me facing her on her left side. I had my left hand fingering her pussy whilst she stroked my dick with her left hand.
It didn't take me long to find her clit. Once I'd found it I could start strumming it like I would a guitar (not that I've ever played one).
"Yes Ray, right there.....right there..... Right there....."
"Oh ray I'm cumming. I'm cumming for you."
She started panting a moaning in an even high pitch until she kinda seized up and stopped breathing. I needn't have worried as she let an almighty grunt and came like I've never seen before.
"Oh Ray, that was amazing."
"Face the other way Kaz."
She faces away from me and I line myself up. I'm rock solid at this point feeling I could break through granite. I enter her with ease, just an amazing satisfaction from the both of us. I
roll with her until she's on her front laying flat. My legs are either side of hers with my knees near her hips. I start thrusting into her slowly at first. But she's so irresistible that I just can't keep that pace for much longer.
"Oh ray, harder I'm nearly there. Together"
"Katherine, I can't hold much longer here it comes.
"Yes my brother give me your seed."
I use all my strength to slam into her one last time and unload all my seed and all my love into my beautiful sister. Once I've finished unloading into her I stay there in quiet contemplation not realising that Katherine may be feeling the same.
"Penny for your thoughts, Bruv?"
"Was just thinking, those voices have vanished"
"Well fucking your sister will do that."
"And being hopelessly in love with her as well."
"And that too. Don't forget I love you too PervMeister."
"Oohh it's PervMeister is it."
With that we start another fucking session. I don't know what the future has install for us. But we'll face it together because I'm never leaving my sister and I know she's never leaving her brother.
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I hope you liked the story. If you did then send a cheer this way. I write in the hope that we'll have something like this in the future.
Peace.