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Part 4 cuz shit keeps happening! I probably have too many irons in the fire, that's why! With... 9 regular fwbs even if I don't spend time with one consistently, its still a couple of occasions a week I'm writing something in here. I'm no poet as you probably know by this point, this will be a disjointed "and then she was like" flow, like a chick telling you a story about her day... So buckle up!

I was talking to J one day while she was over, and I asked her if we should keep any naughty excursions a secret from her husband. She said "yeah of course" without any hesitation and said we'd still need to be discreet if it was more than just the 2 of us. I asked if we should invite my boys over then, but she said no she was too nervous. She'd rather I surprised her some time while she was already in the mood so she's less likely to say no at the time. I'll do that but I hope it doesn't end in disaster, it would be embarrassing if she chickened out while they were there and ready. When I asked if she would like to try other girls some time, she reminded me I was her first and said she wasn't attracted to other girls. Having been there a long time ago I told her that's how bisexuality starts, being attracted to 1 specific person, then being kind of picky, then kind of saying "yes" to whoever asks and learning to loosen up. I got her to concede that and say maybe. While I had her in an agreeable state of mind I asked "what about a Tgirl?" Someone with the aesthetic of a woman but the equipment of a man? It would be similar to when we played with a strapon together, but with the benefit of getting cum out of it. She was originally a reluctant "nooo, I dunnoooo" but she came around. After she got a little more comfortable with women or other stuff maybe. I accept that.

Second date time with Dave. He told me his kids were going to be at friends' for the night. I wonder why he said that... He said I should come over around 7 again and he was making shrimp since he cooked so well that canceled some of it out and he could do like 60%. I told him no, now it was 120% for messing with me and I knew the reason he made such a light dinner of seafood and greens was so we wouldn't be all gross and bloaty and perform better, that I'm not really a fan of salad but ate it anyway. Since I was eating something I didn't like and looked "fuckin' sexy" he agreed to 5 effort and he'd feed me something later that I'd enjoy... After a little more flirting and talk like that we were finished eating and I asked if he had something special for dessert. He didn't make the first move like I thought and got kind of nervous and babbly again, so I went to his side of the table, moved his plate back and sat in its place with my dress hiked up, legs spread and feet on either side of his chair. Topping, I told him to take my panties off, letting him run his hands up my covered legs but when he got too close I grabbed them, holding them under mine flat on either side of me and told him again a little less patiently to take my panties off. He started kissing his way up my thighs, telling me how good I smelled and mentioning there was a darker spot in my black panties, licking my crotch as he hooked his tongue under them to grab ahold with his teeth. Once he looked up at me showing me he had them, I lifted my butt and he pulled them out from under me, sitting back on the table with a knock. He ducked his head under them, now around my knees and asked "what's this?" teasingly referring to the glass plug in my butt. I told him that was keeping me horny during dinner, the drive over, sitting just about anywhere and it was to get me ready in case he wanted to fuck me in the ass. No more foreplay, and he didn't eat me out like I imagined. He stood up quick pulling me against him, and I had to wrap my legs around him as he picked me up and carried me to his bed. He dropped me when I got there taking his pants down quick and kicked them off, while I was bicycle-stroking his sides with my legs. Before he could crawl onto me I told him to lose the shirt too so I could see his hairy dad-bod, he yanked it off and got onto the bed, his knees on either side of my butt and his wet dick jabbing all over my crotch until he lined it up and stuffed it inside me. It was average but nice cause I was so excited, and the toy in my ass made it feel fuller. He said he could feel its hardness against the bottom of his dick inside too. I tried to bend my knees to put my heels flat on either side of him but my panties were still around my ankles, they're not easy to get off wearing the heels, especially when you can't reach them. Then he lifted my calves up onto his chest and fucked me hard with my feet up in the air beside his head, and my panties still connecting my heels behind him. It was super hot. I put pressure against him with my calves so he would stay upright and thrust harder instead of trying to lay on me but from my POV we looked pretty sexy like that. I came after just a minute between that and playing with my clit while he was fucking me. I didn't want it to end too quick, so I told him that and not to cum and to pull out and relax for a minute if he even started feeling like he was about to. He joked that wasn't fair, to which I reminded him he owed me 105%, and he said making it to the bed without blowing his load in his pants after I spread my legs on the table was already like 100%! When he pulled out to calm down I asked him if he could untangle my panties from my ankles, and once I was free I wrapped my arms around his back and tried to throw him onto the bed next to me. He didn't move much. But he layed on his back and watched me low on all fours like I was doing push-ups, while I kissed his body all over from his neck to his thighs, giving his cock long licks and short kisses to keep it hard. When he told me he was ready again I straddled him reverse cowgirl and rode his dick slowly, diverting his attention to the glittery plug in my butt, which he pushed and tugged on when I slowed down enough. Like I hoped he'd do at some point, he grabbed my braids at the bottom and whipped me with them gently while giving me a "hyah", to which I sped up my ride for him with a laugh. He got too close again, at the same time I was about to cum so I was disappointed but I had to hit the brakes. He sat up and rolled me onto my belly and started kissing me kind of the way I was to him, only rougher and needier and from behind. I told him how I was just about to cum when riding him and he should help me. He kissed and licked me from the back of my neck to the tops of my stockings, spanking me a little and playing with my buttplug with his thumb while pushing his middle fingers into my pussy. He slid them in and out like when he was fucking me, and made me cum again that way. After I told him that, he was ready again, but couldn't be sure he would be able to stop this time, so I said that was fine and spread my butt cheeks with my palms. He wanted my ass too, pulling the plug and dropping it on the floor before laying all his weight on top of me and slipping his dick into my prepared asshole. I had my arms tucked under my chest propping myself up so I could get enough air, but he wrapped me- arms and all- in his so I was resting my head on his forearms and started humping me aggressively. I was wailing at that point and he was breathing hard on the back of my neck, kissing me and biting my shoulder and he finally emptied his load into my ass. We layed like that for a little bit until his breathing calmed down, then cuddled together until we were ready for bed. I had to get out of my clothes and makeup and we slept naked together, talking while we were still awake about how awesome that was, and he asked if I was disappointed cuz I didn't end up screaming. I said that was a figure of speech and I'm not really a screamer. We were having sex for an hour and a half so I rated him pretty good, he was impressed with himself too considering it'd been a few years for him. Older guys are always better. The next morning I was perving on him in his sleep, playing with his dick and once I had him hard, carefully sliding down and removing covers to wake him up with a blowjob. He came in just a few minutes, only waking during post-orgasm oral cleanup, which he said was even better because he was sort of aware of it and it was happening in a dream too. And now he was wide awake and lumbered up. I asked when his kids got back and he said no idea, whenever they decided to come home. But if they saw me there it wouldn't be a big deal, they figured why he wanted the house to himself for. So we stayed in bed watching actual porn movies with story together for a couple hours, and he was ready again. This time we let one keep playing on his phone propped up on the pillow, and he fucked me Doggy style while we watched and made dirty comments. He loves watching porn while having sex, and he was more confident after last night, so I got spanked when the girl in the video did and he pulled my hair by both braids, but when he told me he was getting close to cumming I said "then it must be time for my facial", which he thought was naughty. I poured off the bed, onto my knees between his legs and looked up at him, jerking him off myself until he came in my open mouth and on my chin. It was kind of watery and thin since he'd cum a couple times in the last few hours but I don't mind. The stuff I got on my chin he wiped and let me suck it from his finger, and I definitely made a meal out of it for him, bobbing deep on it, licking around it and moaning while I got it clean. He said I was the dirtiest girl he'd been with and I told him to be glad he didn't turn me down. His kids got there around noon and I left in my dress, letting my hair down and carrying out my stockings so I didn't look too hookery. We had marathon sex, 3 times in a short period so yeah he's a keeper!

I journaled that part that day after getting home while it was fresh, and asked J if she wanted to read it. She did and she enjoyed it. As in, while she was reading it, she was enjoying the shit out of herself hard with her middle fingers. Which I'm glad because she didn't seem jealous at all! Maybe next time they'll both be involved. It seems like I have to convince Dave more than her at this point. But the being able to hold off is a point in his favor, especially if he's going to fuck 2 women. While he's cooling down she and I can play and he can take whichever's closest...

Holly and I were playing Red Dead Online together, just casually using game chat and the party at Benny's came up. She was talking in the open about how she'd like to do it again, with as many or more guys this time! I asked if she was serious because last time she said she didn't think she could handle it and reminded her she was on GAME CHAT! Also that they were trying to recruit her, so the more she hangs around them or gets involved the more they're going to want. She told me she and Nino had been sexting and hooked up a couple times! I told her she should be hanging out with wholesome guys like B from the Mother's Day BBQ, but she said she's not interested and he's too young, that she needs a group of MEN to satisfy her. A couple guys got on mic to ask what was going on and trying to get involved too, so now she's attracting rando weebs from who-knows-where. She didn't engage though and I kind of summarized the story for them, asking if they thought she should go for that. They said hell no, agreeing with me but also asking us if this was real or not and where we were at. So I got kind of unhelpful horny backup. I reminded her about Jess