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Once again I awoke early to a beautiful sunny Saturday morning. Sue and the kids slept in as was their habit on a Saturday morning. My mind was in turmoil.I had dreamed of all types of strange things during the night. It had all started with me wondering if Sue had been impregnated following our discussion that morning. I then thought of my options including leaving her through to swallowing my pride and accepting any baby that resulted as my own. That then progressed into considering taking my revenge by taking a lover on the side.The obvious candidate was, of course, Shirley. I pictured us having sex but that didn?t seem quite to do the job. This progressed into us making love, by enjoying each other?s bodies with the express intent of maximizing our feelings of touch and visualization. This culminated in sex and in my dream it was the most intense thing that I had ever experienced. That was the moment that I knew that when the opportunity presented itself that I would take a lover, something that only weeks before I would never have considered.Waking from that, sent my mind into a spin. I was not by any stretch of the imagination a cheater. I admired the female form and this meant that women understood my interest by the way in which my eyes wandered. On those very few occasions where women had made sure that I knew that they were interested, I let them down either by saying, ?I don?t cheat on my wife,? or by pretending that I didn?t notice.It wasn?t as if I didn?t think about it but I knew that I had too much to lose. I also believed that I would not be able to handle my guilt. For some unknown reason that morning I felt different. Why I?m not sure but it either had something to do with hearing Ron?s story, meeting Shirley or the fact that Sue was probably pregnant. Perhaps it was a mixture of all of those things.I looked at the clock. It was nine thirty. A voice in my head reverberated like an echo from the previous afternoon, ?My husband goes to work at nine o?clock.? Fuck it, why wait until Sue gets up to continue her teasing and stressful conversation about if she is pregnant. I pencilled a note and left.Shirley opened the door before I knocked. ?I knew you would come over after Ted left for work.??Ted is your husband, I expect???Yes, I love him but he is the most boring person that I have ever met. He doesn?t want to do anything except watch television and I don?t want to watch TV at all. I go to bed and wait for him and he comes in and says, not tonight dear, I?m tired. I ask you, *is watching TV that tiring???I don?t watch TV so I wouldn?t know.?She burst out laughing. ?You and Ron live such an exciting life. Ron has his football and everyone looks up to him as a sort of football superman. All of the women talk about Ron this, Ron that all the time. You, on the other hand, have your barefoot waterskiing. Everyone, both male and female say how does he do that shit. It?s like he walks on water, rolling over and then standing back up again. How do you do that anyhow???Practice and fitness, that?s all it is, anyone can do it with practice.??Yea, that?s what you say but I see heaps of guys trying to do it but they can?t. You must have big feet or something.? As she said that her hand reached out and felt my groin.?That doesn?t help I?m afraid, otherwise Joe would be world champion.??You mean Sally?s Joe. He?s got it there has he???So I?m told.??That?s probably why he kept visiting Ronnie while Ron was at work. She?s one cock lover, that girl. I should have known that he must have had something special.??Do you think that Ron knew???I don?t think so. She told me that for some reason Ron couldn?t look after her as well as she would have liked. Strange, isn?t it? Half the woman in town would like to bed Ron and yet his wife looked elsewhere.??I guess it is human nature. Don?t we all want what we can?t have? Perhaps it?s something about survival of the species. Women pulling in DNA from every direction or something like that.??Why do you say, women? Don?t you get the urge for something new and different???Not until now.??Should I take that as a compliment??"I don?t know, maybe. Look, I think we should change the subject. My head is not screwed on right now. I?m not capable of making a rational, sensible decision.??Okay, but you do realize that if you think too much about what?s good for you, it will never happen, don?t you???I think I can hear Ron coming. Are we ready to go???I am. I was ready at nine o?clock. I?m really looking forward to this, Goyse. I don?t get to go anywhere and today I have two fit young guys taking me to lunch. I?ll be the envy of the whole neighbourhood. My crotch is wet just thinking about it.??Hi Ron, How are you going, pal.??Hello, old mate. How Kurtköy Escort are they hanging???I?m fine, Ron.??You didn?t hear what I said to you yesterday, did you???I heard it all, pal. My wife is just driving me crazy, that?s all.??Take my advice, Goyse. When you get home, kiss her and tell her she?s the best thing that ever happened to you.??She will know that I?m lying to her. She can read me like a book. It's responsibility that makes me keep going home, pal, not what you are thinking. My feelings don?t matter anymore to her.?Ron looked intently at me. ?You don?t know what you have until you lose it Goyse and you can?t keep it unless you appreciate it. Take my word for that. I know.?Shirley saved my hide, ?Stop that complicated shit, you guys. You have a lonely woman to take to lunch who is waiting for you.?I couldn?t help myself, ?And she?s horny as well.?Shirley grinned and replied. ?How horny you will never know.?I smiled back at her and replied. ?Sounds like a knockdown to me.??You only get one chance with me, honey. After lunch, you had better take Ron?s advice and go home to your wife.?I probably should have thought before I answered, ?If she?s home and not out screwing someone else.??Like that, is it? Now I understand what you said about women and DNA. Perhaps I?ve been a little hasty. We?ll talk about it later after lunch if you want.?I instantly thought that Shirley was offering herself to me. To this stage, I thought our talk had been just a little flirting but now I suddenly realized that Shirley was thinking differently. I wanted out. ?Come on, let?s go.?We drove out to the café. Ron parked the car. I understood that Shirley seldom got out. I wanted her to feel good about our lunch and I guess that I was also being influenced by Shirley?s flirting with me. I looked out of the window and said, ?No, Ron this is not good enough for Shirley. She deserves better. Take us down to the esplanade; there?s a top-notch restaurant there.??Are you paying???Of course, it?s my idea isn?t it??Before Ron could drive away Shirley said, ?Hold on.? She got out and climbed in the back with me. ?Okay, Chauffeur, take me and my man to lunch.??You should think about this Goyse.?Before I could speak Shirley cut in, ?Shut the fuck up, Ron and drive. His missus is probably out fucking someone else, you know it, I know it and he knows it. I?ve had enough of lectures and trying to ignore facts for today unless you?re jealous of course.?Ron just shook his head and drove. In fact, he didn?t say much at all after that. Once Ron had parked the car we made our way into the restaurant. Ron was still not saying much but I could tell that he was annoyed with me. As for Shirley and I, we continued to flirt with each other. I stroked her leg at every opportunity. I even kissed her at one stage. It was only a peck but it still was a kiss. We were getting on like a house on fire. It was great. I felt better than I had for years when a couple came in for a late lunch.I looked up and there she was. He had his arm around her. As they waited to be directed to their table he pulled her into him and kissed her. They were like two teenage lovers, displaying their affair to the world.* Ron saw where I was looking and turned and only said one word.?Fuck!??That?s her, isn?t it? It?s your wife. Who?s the guy??*?No idea. I?ll head out the back door. I?ll see you at the car. Here?s the money to pay the bill, Ron.??You?re going to let her get away with it? Why not confront her???Nope, I don?t want a fight in a public arena. When I confront her I don?t want witnesses or before long they will be selling tickets and placing bets on my relationship.??Okay. Go!?I went. I waited and waited at the car. Ron and Shirley didn?t come out. All of a sudden, Sue came out the door with her boyfriend following about five meters behind. They got into a black car with dark windows and sped off. Shortly afterwards, Ron and Shirley came out laughing and talking. They didn?t come to the car but waved for me to return.I went back and joined them. ?What happened??Ron responded.*?Shirley walked up to her and asked was she your wife. Sue asked what it had to do with her. Shirley said that you were a good friend of hers and had shown her a photo telling her what a wonderful wife you had.?Shirley laughed and Ron continued, ?Shirley then looked at the guy and said do you know that this woman is married to one of the nicest men in town. If he knew that you were kissing his wife in public he would cut your balls out, that is if you have balls. I think I had better ring her husband now and get him down here to fix you up. If I was you mate I?d hit the road in a hell of a hurry because her husband is renowned for Kurtköy Escort Bayan kicking the arse of men like you.?Shirley burst out laughing again. Ron shook his head and continued, ?Sue told Shirley to mind her own business but Shirley came back and said, I?ve been trying to get your man in the cot for a week but he has turned me down saying that he would not cheat on his wife. Now, this may be what I need to get him to kick your arse down the roadway and give me half a chance.?Shirley broke in with, ?The response was, I?ll kick your arse down the roadway, lady.??Shit, how did you take that Shirley???I told her that I was quite happy to knock those buck teeth of hers out. I also said to think about it you might even look better than you do now. It?s fairly obvious that the only thing you have got going for you is a vagina and that?s probably worn out by now with the number of men you have been screwing every day.?Shirley laughed again. ?With that, she turned around and almost ran out the door with her boyfriend following her. Come on, let?s go back and finish our lunch. The manager said he would refresh our food given the problems that we have experienced. He told us that she has caused trouble here before.?We returned and finished our meals. On the way home, Shirley sat in the back with me again. She kept pulling me down to kiss her all the way however when I got out of the car she said that I should go with Ron. She turned around and walked away to her house. I wasn?t disappointed. She may have saved me from making a mistake that I would have regretted for a long time.Ron made me a cup of tea and continued his story.?Joe and Sally continued to come over the following couple of weeks. Friday nights, however, Ronnie and I spent together. A few weeks after the problem with Gary and the condom, Ronnie sat me down with a red wine and told me that we had to talk. I knew straight away what she needed to talk about. I had observed that she had missed her period.?Ron, I?m pregnant.??Yes, I know.??How could you know? I only found out myself this morning.??I noticed that you missed your period.??That can happen without a pregnancy.??We both know the reason, Ronnie, so let?s not get sidetracked.??What are we going to do???It could be mine.??Not likely.??Why can?t it be???You did it after Gary.??Yes, but I also did it before Gary.??When???I had sex with you after Joe, don?t you remember.??I was flooded with Joe?s sperm. It wouldn?t have taken.??But we don?t know that, do we? His sperm may even have helped mine.??Honey, you are only fooling yourself.??So what do you want to do???Do you think it is my decision? I thought we were a partnership.??We are but we also say that it is your body and I shouldn?t tell you what to do with it, remember???This isn?t my body. We are talking about my body and Gary?s body combining to produce life. The question for you is can you handle it if we decide that the pregnancy goes to full term???I don?t have many options do I???Why do you say that???If I say no don?t go full term then I take away your child. Forget Gary. For him, it was just sex. You may think it is okay today but in two or five years? time will you feel the same? That?s not a question, by the way. It?s a statement. I don?t think that you would forgive me if I said no. It would come back to bite us and destroy our relationship. We had a responsibility to not get in this position and we didn?t live up to that responsibility.??So I go full term then.??Isn?t that what you want???I guess so but if you felt we shouldn?t I would listen to what you had to say.??Yes, I knew that as well. Now about Joe and Gary, are you going to continue our agreement???What agreement is that???The agreement is that Joe and Sally come over during the week. Joe wants to get closer to you and I don?t want that. We either need to stop seeing Joe or bring Gary back into the picture to show Joe that he is not in control.??I still want to see Joe. Perhaps we can do it less often but I don?t want to stop.??I?ll invite Gary over twice a week then. Would you be happy with seeing Joe and Gary on two nights a week each???Okay, if that is what you want.??That gives you and I three nights a week alone together with the kids.??If you organize it I?ll make the arrangements for mum and dad to take the kids when they need to.??Alright, I?ll call Joe and Gary tomorrow.??Joe won?t be impressed. You are going to reduce his time with me.??I?ll offer him an alternative if he complains.??What?s the alternative???If he chooses, he can miss out altogether.??That?ll do it, I expect. He may want to see me while you are at work.??Ronnie, we have an agreement. Joe and you only meet when Sally and I are present. Escort Kurtköy I expect you to keep that agreement.??I was telling you what he will want not what I want.??You don?t want to meet him.??I do actually but you don?t want it and you?re my husband.??That?s settled then. There is something else we need to talk about though.??What?s that???What happens after the baby???I could go on some type of birth control.??No, I want you to have my child next.??That would give us four. We always said we would only have two.??I know that but I want you and me to have a child together.??We?ve got one.??Come on Ronnie. Don?t you think that I know???Know what???My brother is an arsehole. He impregnated you when I offered him somewhere to stay after he split with his wife.??You never let on that you knew.??Of course I knew. Do you think that I?m stupid???I?m sorry, Ron. It wasn?t all your brother's fault. I encouraged him. I could have said no but I got carried away.??You could at least have used protection.??It happened on the spur of the moment and we didn?t have anything available.??So you are saying it only happened once???No, it happened every day that he was here with us. I was already pregnant when you caught us. The baby wasn?t premature.??I knew that as well. The doctor told me.??You?ve been good to me, haven?t you? I keep letting you down but you keep forgiving me.??It has to end one day, Ronnie. Eventually, I?m going to say enough is enough. The day gets closer every day. Now we need to talk about what happens after the baby is born???Okay, we?ll talk about it some more as the time gets closer.??No, I?m asking you to commit to it now. When the baby is born I want us to stop meeting other people until you have my child.??You?ve always been good to me Ron. If that?s what you want then so be it but you need to be the one who deals with Joe and Gary. Don?t leave all the hard things up to me.??That?s decided then.?It appeared that we had an agreement. I simply took Ronnie on her word. I had no reason to doubt her at that stage. It was a straightforward open discussion. She never once raised any objection to my request.I went ahead and talked to Joe and told him that Ronnie and I were not happy with the agreement that we had and that we had decided that we wanted to meet with others as well as him and Sally. He told me that he was disappointed but agreed to meet with us on Mondays and Wednesdays.I then told him that the only time that we could meet with him was when Sally was with him. He objected for a while until I pointed out that without that condition there would be no meeting at all. Hearing that, he immediately agreed.** *I then rang Sarah.?Hi Ron, I?ve been sitting beside the phone waiting for you to call.??What if I hadn?t called???I knew that you would. Have you worked it all out with Ronnie???I guess so.? I didn?t want to discuss Ronnie with anyone else. ?How would you and Gary like to come over and join us on Tuesdays and Thursdays???I?d like that and I don?t have to ask Gary. He will break a leg getting there.??He will have to make sure that he listens and respects the rules. If we ask for something he must conform or he will not be invited back again.??I?ve got a suggestion if you?re interested. Why not let him believe that we are invited one night at a time. That way he will think that he will have to abide by the rules to be invited back. Leave him hanging so that he has to be on his best behaviour thinking it is the only way he will be invited back.??That works for me. I?ll clue Ronnie up on what we are doing so that she doesn?t give the game away.??Ron, would you like to come over? Gary?s at work and I know that Ronnie is out shopping.??You know I won?t do that, Sarah but it?s tempting. We?ll need to leave it till Tuesday night, honey.??You know that if the situation was reversed, Ronnie would do it don?t you???I don?t know that, Sarah. That may have been the case a while ago but we have an agreement now and she won?t break it.??I guess that I?ve said the wrong thing then, Ron.??Yes, maybe.?This was the first indication and would be the only one that I had that Ronnie may be up to no good. I should have listened more to Sarah. Since our trip south to talk Sarah into returning to Gary, the girls were spending a lot of time together. I should have known that Sarah would know things that I may not.*Monday came around quickly. Ronnie arranged for the kids to spend the night with her mum. Ronnie?s mum was always trying to convince us to let the kids come around more often so there was never a problem to find a babysitter. My mum and dad were always a little jealous of the time that the kids spent with Ronnie?s mum. Then there was always Shirley, who was keen to have the kids over as well. This meant that we were never short of babysitters.Dead on seven, the doorbell rang. We knew it would be Sally and Joe. We had eaten, showered and were dressed waiting for them. I went to the door and when I opened it, Sally put her arms around my neck and kissed me.