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Heart and Soul

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Chapter One ? Reflections

Mike guided the Land Cruiser down the freeway, heading back toward the city. With the windows open, the aromas of the surrounding forest filled the cab with the sweet scent of pine ? the warm, humid air didn?t bother him ? even though the truck had no air conditioning, with all the windows open, it was comfortable. The whine of the tires on concrete made for an almost mesmerizing background to his thoughts.

Mike glanced over at Chen ? and had to force himself to look back at the roadway to keep from getting lost in that glorious sight. Chen was napping ? slightly slumped in his seat, leaning against the door post, with a pillow under his shoulders and head. His face looked to be the quintessential look of peace ? eyes softly shut, chest slowly rising and falling with each breath, arms crossed, chin resting on his chest ? Chen had his shirt off because of the warmth and humidity, and Mike was having a hard time not staring ? what a beautiful man ? wonderful muscle tone, spectacular skin tone, perfect form ? and they were just ending what to Mike had been the most special weekend he?d had in his entire life. Could what had just happened in the last 72 hours have really occurred? Was he dreaming all this? Was this man, softly napping in the next seat, really now his partner for life? He glanced at the ring on his finger ? it glistened and sparkled in the sunlight, still shiny in its newness ? as did the identical ring on Chen?s finger.

?HONK!? Mike was jolted back to the reality he was driving a vehicle down a major freeway ? and had drifted out of his lane.

Chen awoke, sat up in his seat, and said ?Mike ? you okay? You want me to drive?? Mike glanced over at Chen quickly, and said ?naw ? I?m OK ? just got distracted by something I saw?. Out of the corner of his eye, he saw Chen?s face again, now awake ? those amazing, sparkling deep brown eyes set in such perfect almond shaped eyelids ? perfectly formed eyebrows above, that looked so perfect in shape and density that they had an almost fake quality ? that wonderful mop of silky, shiny jet black hair sitting on his head like an inverted bowl ? the little wisps of chest hair between his pecs - Mike reached his right hand over toward Chen, and lightly touched his bare thigh, rubbing it gently. Chen put his hand on top of Mike?s, and gently rubbed the back of his hand. No words had to be said ? the actions of the previous days had spoken volumes.

Mike and Chen had met at a local autocross event now many months before. Mike had just moved into the city a few months earlier, and had been looking for local amateur motorsports events. As he was under the hood making some final checks and adjustments before his first run, behind him he heard a friendly voice say ?haven?t seen you here before ? need any help?? Mike turned around and looked ? and saw a lean, lithe, grinning Asian ? in T shirt, shorts, and sandals ? and carrying a drivers helmet ? with grease on his hands. Mike offered his hand, and said ?no, I think I?ve got things under control, but I appreciate the offer ? my name?s Mike ? what?s yours??

The young Asian offered his hand and replied ?Chen ? my name?s Chen ? and you have a car nearly identical to mine, that?s why I was asking if you needed anything ? I?ve been through mine so many times I could probably do it in the dark without a flashlight?.

Mike was, for some reason, instantly entranced by this new entry into his life. He was charming, open, friendly ? and CUTE ? ohmygod, CUTE!! WHOA! Did I just think that?? STOP with the scoping guys already, Mike was telling himself inside.

Mike added ?I am really new to town though ? and don?t know hardly anyone here. I autocrossed a lot back home, but don?t know what regional rules you follow, or how you might do things different than I?m used to ? so I could use a little help in that department? Chen replied ?no problem! The drivers meeting isn?t for another 45 minutes, so why don?t you come over to where I?m set up, we can sit and talk, OK?? Mike quickly nodded his head in agreement, and as Chen turned to head off, Mike followed like a puppy dog on a leash ? for some reason he was strangely attracted to this man ? he?d actually been checking out a GUY ? why?? Not supposed to be attracted to guys ? just ? not ? no ? got to stop that looking at guys like that ? Mike looked down at the ground as he followed Chen across the parking lot.

For as far back as Mike could remember, he?d been attracted to guys ? never girls ? to the point that his parents had begun in junior high inviting over other folks they knew that had daughters Mike?s age. While Mike had been able to form some superficial relationships with these ?forced? entries into his life, and actually had some fun with some of them, it was all just superficial ? playing board games when their parents were together, walking home together after school ? but little else ever developed. His true friends ? serious friends ? were all guys ? and some were much more than friends.

Mike had discovered at more than one sleepover with some of his male buddies, all the way back into elementary school, that once the lights were off, so too would the standard sleep attire ? basic white briefs - come off ? and a world of bodily pleasure, explored in the shushed low tones of boys sitting in a close circle on their blankets, flashlights in hand, exposed rigid boy penises getting fondled, touched, stroked ? until those amazing, uncontrollable feelings began ? then gasping, collapsing onto each other, quickly finding their briefs, some having to use their briefs to wipe up the mess their semen made - then scrambling to get under the covers as they heard footfalls in the hall of one or the other parent coming to see what all the noise was about ? then drifting off to sleep in a bed full of sweaty, naked boys ? arms around each other, inhaling that wonderful boy fragrance ? to Mike, that had been his escape ? his release ? his nirvana.

He and his buddies had grown together in many ways ? as had their sexuality. Out in the country where they were, playing in the woods naked ? or swimming naked ? had always been accepted for boys. For Mike, it was a lot more than just because it was easy and comfortable ? for him, seeing his friends without clothes ? especially their genitals and buttocks ? had been a major focus of his attention ? and it always produced a sexual reaction. Before long, all his friends knew that if they wanted to really get off good, just find Mike ? you?d get an oral reward second to none ? and Mike loved doing it ? feeling his friends organ swelling in response to the ministrations of his mouth and tongue ? feeling their firm, warm boy buttocks in his hands as he held their crotch to his face ? and then, as they climaxed, feeling them lose all control ? their boy cocks pulsing and twitching as their orgasm flooded over them, their leg muscles caving, buttocks trembling, as Mike held them up while they exploded inside him ? it was his personal heaven. As they aged, and one by one they sexually matured to where they began to ejaculate, Mike took it all in ? so fixated on his ultimate reward of their hot, sticky boy cum flooding his mouth that he hardly thought about anything else when he was together with one or the other of his friends ? hungrily slurping down their load as their adolescent penises would twitch and disgorge their loads down his throat.

Through high school, then college, Mike had never really wavered from his obsession with guys ? to him, women didn?t even really exist as potential partners, sexual or otherwise. Friends, yes ? he?d had a few female friends ? but very superficial, and when they tried to get him to go further, he spooked ? and broke off.

Mike?s parents were never far away when it came to trying to push Mike into developing relationships with females ? all through high school and college, one or another family friend with a daughter about his age would be invited to dinner, and Mike would be offered the car and some money to go see a movie with ?her?, and maybe a burger or something after. Mike always obliged, just to make his parents happy, but rarely if ever did these ?arrangements? go beyond one date.

When Mike moved gaziantep rus escort several states away to start his career after college, he was hoping all the family pressure would back off ? and at the same time he was hoping that his internal fixation on guys would also start settling down. He?d heard all his life how it was a sin to be with another boy ? and the right thing to do was settle down with a girl and have a family ? but he was so confused ? all his life, his real relationships ? the ones he remembered, treasured, and sought out ? were with other guys. He just wanted to get into his career, clear his head, and see where things went next.

Chapter Two ? Along Comes Chen

As they got to where Chen?s car was waiting for the first event, Chen motioned to one of the folding chairs ? Mike sat down, and Chen sat in the other chair. Chen asked ?would you like something to drink? I?ve brought water, some soft drinks ? help yourself, they?re in the cooler? Mike lifted the lid, grabbed a soda, then sat back down.

?Man ? you really come prepared for these!? Mike noted as he looked around ? Chen had a folding canopy that he kept his car under, with enough room for an ice chest, a couple of chairs, and his toolbox.

?Yeah ? I learned a long time ago to be as self sufficient as possible ? it?s been just my luck to need a tool or something that absolutely no one else has!? Chen exclaimed. They both laughed ? Mike noted how relaxed and easy Chen was ? his quick smile, his great laugh, everything about Chen spoke of calm and quiet self confidence.

They talked ? about cars, about where each of them was from, what each did for a profession ? Chen had taken his shirt off, and was in just his shorts and sneakers ? Mike kept glancing over at this gorgeous young man next to him ? well muscled but not over built ? strong arms, great chest, rippling abdomen, strong legs ? and a nice bulge in his shorts that Chen occasionally unabashedly would reach down and either scratch a little, or rearrange ? a bulging penis was clearly visible, extending down into one of the legs of his shorts. Mike wondered what he?d look like with his shorts off ? WHOA! STOP! I?ve just met this guy, might want to be friends ? already sexualizing him ? just STOP! ? Mike shook his head, and looked out to the track and the other cars.

After the day was over, Mike was packing things in his car, and noticed Chen still taking some of his things down. Mike walked over, and asked ?hey Chen ? need a little help?? ?Sure ? always can use a couple more hands ? here, put that in the trunk, will you?? In no time, the two of them had everything into Chen?s car.

?Well ? that looks like it?s about it ? and we?re the last ones here ? guess we oughta get going ? see you next time?? said Mike. Chen looked at him, and smiled ? ?hey ? I?ve got an idea ? there?s a great burger bar